I tried a guided meditation yesterday but my device shut off halfway through so I just went to sleep. This, in turn, delayed my uhhh... contemplation of giving up and so I did wake up today (clearly). And throughout today I got a new hope and I decided that I would use an unused little hello kitty notebook to my advantage and use it to persist in my wicca practices, mainfestations, and my permashift ofc. (and overall not give up just yet)
So long story short, I'm still on thin ice but at least I'm gonna keep persisting because shifting is literally saving my life, and I've gone on for this long with it. So why not continue? I'm tired, but I want it really bad. I do.
Fine
I'll take it upon myself to make this a lil' exciting, but y'all gotta keep an eye out too !!!
Yayyy
(Sorry in advance)
Okokok soooo let's start with who I AM before I start getting looks... don't kill me.
I am a middle schooler in my sk8 dr (yes you can already tell where this is going).
When I first watched sk8 I was around his age so please do NOT come after me...
The whole schmitt is that I meet Miya by bumping into him at some point when I first move in (I am exploring tho bc I actually live near Reki...) but think nothing of it.
And then we meet at school.
For some reason or another, it starts as a one-sided rivalry (from Miya... idk what nonsense he's spouting at me I love him sm but his rpg vocabulary throws me off every time/pos) and eventually we're 4lifers! (and whatnot)
But this wasn't really supposed to be about platonic friendships, right?
Well im not sure how to say this, but this whole thing is a slowburn for years 'till the middle of Highschool... I don't know if the guy will ever be into me and that's for me to find out... (I mean sure I still plan to be together but I guess I like making myself wait💔)
AND THATS THAT PART.
(This next part is just pure nonsense, you don't have to listen me)
Overall, even before and past the initial trial and error of getting the poor guy to open up along with Reki and Langa, I deeply adore, admire, and respect Miya. And I plan on opening his mind and for both of us to learn and grow with each other 'cause yeesh are skateboarders hectic/pos
(We are so playing roblox together and trust I'm gonna mop the floor with him💫/j)
Oh also he doesn't (as well as some of the others) know that I even go to S at first because crazy Sailor-Moon-type-shi goes in the works and I'm unrecognizable until I take off my dorky ahh mask that doesn't even cover the bottom half of my face. (Idk what fashion sense you expect out of a middle schooler that has a whole fit that looks like they made to match some light up sketchers with..)
Thank you for coming to my TEDTalk if you made it this far I appreciate you and even if you didn't take care🪄💫♡
✧ My love interests/s/o in my DRs! I adore them dearly
in my opinion, and you can agree or disagree i don’t care, “aging up/aging down” aren’t a thing. like at all. i mean your consciousness is ageless, it doesn’t have a physical body. you exist at every life stage, even ones that don’t exist here. like, you’re not “changing” your age, you’re simply just becoming aware of that reality where you’re older/younger? it’s the same with face claims or shifting to be a different gender. it’s all still you, whether you decide to become aware of it or not.
again this is simply my opinion, you don’t have to agree with it 🤷♀️
what is up my dudes/dudettes/dud(preference)
legit just gonna tag who comes to mind (sorry if ya didn't wanna get tagged you have my full permission to hire a hitman or sum)
@realityshifter138 @stvrl0st @mastershifter666 @nyxtheghostboy @xandershifts @yumeshiftss @elysias-realm @ anyone else who sees this :9)
A friend threatened me to repost so I will!
Basically, there r tons of fake asses on tumblr who just want comments and followers, so someone started this to see who's actually a good friend. Everyone I tag better repost (and tag other people and preferably threaten them in a creative way as well) bc I'm high on caffeine and newfound lesbianism and will resort to violence.
@ey-theys-was-coronas
@fangirlhehe
I would tag more people but they're the only ones I've really interacted with-
✧ To experience having a sibling older than me!
whenever I come across a post talking about how people below certain ages shouldn't be shifting, I almost agree with it.
but then I remember I was 12-13 when I found about shifting, and how I was in the worst of places mentally.
and that the only thing that kept me going was my belief that shifting was real, even when I doubted my ability in doing so successfully.
and how i'm so much better and it's only cause I continued and didn't give up, and how shifting played such a big role in all of that.
that's why I strongly believe that shifting finds you exactly when you need it most. whether you're 2 or 20, it comes to you when it's meant to.
everything conspires and works to bring it to you, in that exact moment that you find out about it.
so don't let anyone tell you otherwise <3
I felt so overwhelmed today honestly... like I just didn't know how to react to anything at all. I didn't like to feel the contact on myself but I dismissed it for light dizziness or something. Now I want to isolate myself but it wasn't even that big I just idk
I feel guilty too chffvhgvhfhyfg
Reblog if you are also not a straight people.
guys if u get scripted into my musician dr(s) do u wanna have beef on the internet for shits and giggles but irl be good friends ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀)
✧ To learn new languages ! (I'm aware I could learn more languages in Earth-19 but I'm a permashifter so 🤷)