TW:suicide, self-harm
My life has not been easy, I was born in Nigeria, my mother and I immigrated to Spain when I was only 1 year old. At the age of 3 she abandoned me. Luckily for me at the age of 5 a family adopted me, the first few years went well, but the last 4 years they started to mistreat me. At 12 years old social services took me away from the only place I considered my home. After that, at the age of 13 I started self-harming and suicidal thoughts. Although I didn't know it, depression was destroying me. A glimmer of hope lit my heart when I discovered shifting, I tried for 2 years but got nowhere. So I quit, mentally I wasn't getting any better and I was desperate to change my situation.
And that's when I discovered the law of assumption, but, there was so much information and contradictions that I didn't know what was true and what was not. So I tried to take my life.
After the attempt, I promised myself that I would never do something like that again and that I would try to get my life back on track. And now, about 2 months ago everything changed for the better. I realized that I was making everything too complicated, and that manifesting is very easy.
I have shared my story because I want you to know that no matter what is going on in your life, there is always another option, another way out, another opportunity.
HELLO?
[I WOULD BE THE FIRST TO FREAK AND AND DECOMPOSE INTO THE GROUND OR SUM💔]
tags! (NO pressureeeee)
@yumeshiftss
@yanshifter
@nyxtheghostshifting
@ anyone who wants to rb!
Put your name (online, character, real, doesn't matter)
Generate a headcanon from:
And post whatever the first result is. Feel free to tag your moots and followers
Here is mine:
Tags (not forcing): @abyssal-author-and-artist @thetradlesbian @kamisheep @chaos-triangle @ whoever else wants to join
Doing void state method in the afternoon? Heck yeah
I was searching for rooms on pinterest for my sk8 dr and then I found this
But... I live in Okinawa in my sk8 dr... and it feels so out of place😭🙏 what do I do lmao
Just because you haven't shifted yet doesn't mean you can't Will you trust in what I'll tell you? Just for the duration of this post? You are not broken, not doing it wrong. There isn't anything like "not spiritual enough" or "not aligned enough", "not ready enough" or any of the crap that your inner doubts viciously whisper into your ear at 3AM. You are just a person, just human. Someone trying something so weird, hard, strange and yet something so beautiful like shifting, and something most of the world doesn't even believe in. That takes guts. Shifting isn't a linear, one-size-fits-all thing. Shifting isn't a video game you master by leveling up and spending thousands of hours on it. There is no test, finish line, invisible scoreboard you need to glance at. Just because you haven't shifted yet doesn't mean you are failing. Doesn't mean that you aren't trying hard enough or that you are missing something. Just means your 4D and your 3D haven't lined up yet. But that doesn't mean they never will. Honestly said, you could shift tonight. Tomorrow. Next week. In six months when you least expect it. You could shift in the middle of doing something completely unrelated. The nature of shifting seems to be unpredictable, personal and unproveable until you experience it yourself. Should I tell you something else? Nothing you ever did to shift was wasted. Not the time you spent scripting, visualizing, hoping, crying, failing and trying once again. It all matters in the moment, but once you reach your goal, it will not matter any longer how long it took you. You are not running backwards. You are simply on your own way, and maybe that way is a bit longer. You don't owe anyone a set deadline, not even yourself. Try to take the pressure off your shoulders, you are not a machine that can push itself to the limit forever. You are a soul, allowed to be tired and frustrated, allowed to take a break and come back when it feels right for you. Maybe try tonight. Or don't. Script, or don't. Listen to your heart and body, try when you feel like it, not when you have to force yourself. I promise you are close, the fucking door is still wide open. Your chance hasn't run away, it's there. It will all be worth it.
🥨 for baked goods ask game
YAYYY ANOTHER ONE HEYY!!
Another moodboard!!! >:) Here ya go
It's probably somewhat out-of-place in my DR since I do live in Okinawa-
ANyhow, first image (top left) is the general look of our house
The top image to the right of the first image is my room, and the bottom one is like the way to the backyard <3
The middle two images are a window in the living room and the general bathroom respectively !
Bottom two are the living room and the entrance to the kitcheennnn
But iiii had a hard time trying to make it reasonable and not stand out because it wouldn't make sense to have an odd-one-out in the neighborhood... (so sorry this took so long to make vro I promise I didn't mean to take so long--)
(All images found on Pinterest!)
Okay uhh wow this is gonna take a minute, ty for tagging hon ♡
(Also el scorcho + catch you catch me mentioned AHHHHH♡♡♡)
s : Succexy - Metric
t : The Record Player Song - Daisy the Great
a : All These Things That I've Done - The Killers
r : Roll Me In - Katamari Damacy Sountrack
t : Tearproof - The Undertones
n : Nada Personal - Soda Stereo
e : Eres Para Mi - Julieta Venegas
w : Watermelon - John + Jane Q. Public
g : girl - salvia palth
a : Americano - Lady Gaga
m : Moon & Prince - Katamari Damacy Soundtrack
e : endroll - mikanzil
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p : pizza boy - Jack Stauber
t : The Good Life - Weezer
(two) : The World Has Turned And Left Me Here - Weezer
THERE ARE SO MANY SONGS I WOULD HAVE ADDED BUT OH WELL... (music is everything to me)
Tags for whoever wants to rb!
@realityshifter138 @stvrl0st
Choose a song title for each letter of your username and tag the same number of people
Thank you for tagging me @desert-fern! 💖
Fair warning: half of my picks are from the 90s because that was my formative era. I like stuff I can sing to or play the guitar to, so there’s a lot of rock and pop…
Drop Dead Gorgeous [1997] – Republica Just a Girl [1995] – No Doubt A Thousand Years [2011] – Christina Perri Ready Now [2019] – Dodie Iris [1998] – Goo Goo Dolls November Rain [1992] – Guns N’ Roses Speechless [2009] – Lady Gaga - Creep [1992] – Radiohead You Could Make a Killing [1995] – Aimee Mann All Along the Watchtower [1968] – Jimi Hendrix Rumour Has It [2011] – Adele Empire State of Mind (Part II) Broken Down [2010] – Alicia Keys
Now for the usual totally unnecessary commentary on my choices:
We’ve got four British artists on there (well, I did grow up here), but it’s mostly stuff from across the pond. That said, ‘Empire State of Mind (Part II) Broken Down’ was never released in the US, but it was over here, and it was huge (hence it’s on my Spotify master playlist!).
There are songs from four soundtracks (Scream, Twilight, City of Angels and Cruel Intentions), proving that movies make my brain remember songs better.
Also, I’m currently rewatching Battlestar Galactica, so I had to include Hendrix 😎.
Hmm, who to tag... okay, 12 of my loveliest moots coming up:
@ak-vintage @bitchwitch1981 @burntheedges @cas-readsandwrites @fromthedeskoftheraven
@ishabull @joelalorian @magpiepills @mermaidgirl30 @saradika
@secretelephanttattoo @sixhours
TAG! Okay, it’s your turn 💖
Answering this for my sk8ti DR!!
Well first of all I'm gonna smooch my cats so so so much because I love them
Then I'm gonna explore my house a little and get more familiar with where I live :D
I'm not gonna seek out anyone in particular, but I am going to find myself with a (future) best friend :] I might seek my auntie friend tho
*REBLOG YOUR ANSWERS*
what’s the first thing you’re going to do after you wake up in your dr?
who are you seeking out first or who do you think will seek you out first?
Hey, don't kill yourself, Matchablossom heavy in the OVA
Ouuu that's neat!! Love that sm🤝
Then would you be okay with talking abt your main?
✧ My love interests/s/o in my DRs! I adore them dearly
the unholy trinity of piss-poor caretakers, tag yourself:
tomboy, meaning "this child is clearly queer but let's hope it goes away"
sensitive, meaning "clearly neurodivergent and often distressed but let's keep going until they grow numb"
mature, meaning "traumatized but let's ignore that"