Str1dingisolated - Mentul Illness With An MSPA Veneer

so embarrassing to have my mood swing based off of someone else’s interactions with me

imo i get why its called boymoding but i legit think the fact that it's called that has like done worse for girls

"Oh ur BOYmoding, ur dressed as a BOY bc ur wearing BOY clothes"

like it creates a bad feel loop. a tgirl telling me to reframe it as dressing masc/butchy has done wonders for me itr

i hope they realize how much sweeter i was than they deserved

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

i hate when they dont message for a single day so now im undergoing mental torture constantly switching between "oh god something happened please be okay please be okay please god be okay" and "stop fucking ignoring me you make me sick you make me sick you make me fucking sick"

I will never trust anyone again, people are bad, selfish and cruel!!!!

self sabotaging is one of my fav hobbies

I’ve lost so much of myself in other people I’m not sure what’s left

TELL me when you're busy

I'll shut the FUCK up if you do

just TELL ME