I Hate When They Dont Message For A Single Day So Now Im Undergoing Mental Torture Constantly Switching

i hope they realize how much sweeter i was than they deserved

I’ve lost so much of myself in other people I’m not sure what’s left

they don't need me in the way that i need them, and i think that's the most painful thing i've ever experienced.

self sabotaging is one of my fav hobbies

imo i get why its called boymoding but i legit think the fact that it's called that has like done worse for girls

"Oh ur BOYmoding, ur dressed as a BOY bc ur wearing BOY clothes"

like it creates a bad feel loop. a tgirl telling me to reframe it as dressing masc/butchy has done wonders for me itr

I will never trust anyone again, people are bad, selfish and cruel!!!!

ngl but if im giving u attention its basically like someone trying to hand you a billion dollars and yet some motherfuckers want to be like "ehhh i dont really want the billion dollars. Maybe some other time." What the fuck.

ohhhh so you only gave me affection and attention for a month to "entertain yourself" ohhh okay that makes sense.

actually no what the FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??

just bc i dont see myself as human doesn't mean i dont want to be fucking treated like one holy shit.