ngl but if im giving u attention its basically like someone trying to hand you a billion dollars and yet some motherfuckers want to be like "ehhh i dont really want the billion dollars. Maybe some other time." What the fuck.
overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head
I will never trust anyone again, people are bad, selfish and cruel!!!!
i hope they realize how much sweeter i was than they deserved
self sabotaging is one of my fav hobbies
ohhhh so you only gave me affection and attention for a month to "entertain yourself" ohhh okay that makes sense.
actually no what the FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??
just bc i dont see myself as human doesn't mean i dont want to be fucking treated like one holy shit.
I’ve lost so much of myself in other people I’m not sure what’s left
imo i get why its called boymoding but i legit think the fact that it's called that has like done worse for girls
"Oh ur BOYmoding, ur dressed as a BOY bc ur wearing BOY clothes"
like it creates a bad feel loop. a tgirl telling me to reframe it as dressing masc/butchy has done wonders for me itr
so embarrassing to have my mood swing based off of someone else’s interactions with me