Blood and injury warning i guess
got too discouraged and self concious to draw anything for a while, but i managed to get something out. just Zacks death in my WC AU since theres no guns he just got ganged up on and mauled I made Cloud look a little more distressed because that was one of the gripes i had with the original scene. Yeah i know Cloud was still pretty much out of it but like, idk man i wanted him to cry more. Hug Zack as he died or something idk That was literally his only other friend aside from Tifa. Have him show so much raw emotion before he shoves it all down to act like hes fine afterwards.
A compilation of all the mlp fankids pairings I've done so far!
Rarijack, Twijack!
Raritwi and Twipie!
AppleDash and Twidash!
Flutterdash and pinkieshy!
And lastly so far, Rarishy and Fluttercord!
I have 5 more between the mane 6 to do kill me.
what does chiaki, hajime and nagito have to say about pride month?
commute
My cosplans for EvilleCon this year, feel free to say hi! I’ll have a Monokuma ita bag and pink Mary Jane crocs!
The case of Natalia Grace hits home incredibly hard for me. It occurred in my home state, in very familiar locations.
She also is only one year older than I am. I grew up parallel to her. And when she was alone in that apartment at age 9, struggling to care for herself because no one ever taught her, I was in the middle of my parents’ horrific divorce also struggling to care for myself because no one was there to teach me.
Comments were made towards me around that time about how I hardly ever brushed my hair, I didn’t take a shower until I was told, I didn’t know I needed a bra, I wore pajamas to school, I never brushed my teeth. And when I heard the neighbors comment about how she smelled and her hair was dirty and she would come into their houses only looking for something to eat, I immediately thought fuck, it’s because she’s a kid! And also disabled, even if she were an adult she can’t fucking care for herself! And the neighbors that thought she was creepy or annoying, I got those comments too. People wanted away from me because at age 9 all I wanted to talk about was Warrior Cats or My Little Pony or Minecraft, nothing else.
The most important lesson I’ve learned in my adult life is that nothing is taught. Everything, common sense and basic self care, everything must be taught to a child. And people who don’t know how to do those things almost always come from neglect or abuse. I suffered neglect. Natalia suffered both.
And when I saw the clip of Michael Barnett interrogating her about the social worker and the donuts, that was eerily similar to the rants my step mom would go on about my dirty laundry or me drinking her orange juice. Abusive Narcissists like to put you down about the stupidest, smallest things. And there’s nothing you can say to stop it, you just have to sit there. When she was sitting in silence, just blinking at him, saying “I don’t know”, I felt that. Because I have been there.
I’ve blocked a lot of what I’ve experienced out, just because that’s what happens when you’re ill. Occasionally I’ll have moments of clarity though, when I remember, oh this horrible thing happened! Or I should know how to do this! And I realize why I don’t. I’m still struggling to keep up with my peers in all areas. I can’t imagine also being beaten, physically punished, abandoned, and then having to see your abusers get away with it. And on top of all that - being physically disabled.
There is no fucking doubt about this. Natalia Grace was born in 2003, proven by genetic evidence and dental records and BY HER BIRTH MOTHER. She was 9 years old when she was left abandoned in that apartment. And Michael Barnett and Kristine Barnett are monsters. I believe that no matter what kind of afterlife exists, they will be punished for what they’ve done.
I shall enter this treacherous dungeon through the main gate , I hope I shan't be ambushed by any foul creat-
Winter 1998
they should let cait sith swear more
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A personal blog, this is as eclectic as my Spotify playlists.Zakkura, shigadabi, danganronpa, csm, Poppy the singer!I draw, I write, I game.Aroace, sex-pos., 21+, Taurus, INFP 9w8You can find me at: lunapony3 (ao3) and suumer1bolt1 (twt)
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