@everentropy we’re a hit on Bluesky😎
komaeda and ouma charts i made for myself for future reference, one day i'll draw something more specific with them lol
as an aroace, im particularly dangerous, because i wont fuck or marry. i only know how to kill.
The case of Natalia Grace hits home incredibly hard for me. It occurred in my home state, in very familiar locations.
She also is only one year older than I am. I grew up parallel to her. And when she was alone in that apartment at age 9, struggling to care for herself because no one ever taught her, I was in the middle of my parents’ horrific divorce also struggling to care for myself because no one was there to teach me.
Comments were made towards me around that time about how I hardly ever brushed my hair, I didn’t take a shower until I was told, I didn’t know I needed a bra, I wore pajamas to school, I never brushed my teeth. And when I heard the neighbors comment about how she smelled and her hair was dirty and she would come into their houses only looking for something to eat, I immediately thought fuck, it’s because she’s a kid! And also disabled, even if she were an adult she can’t fucking care for herself! And the neighbors that thought she was creepy or annoying, I got those comments too. People wanted away from me because at age 9 all I wanted to talk about was Warrior Cats or My Little Pony or Minecraft, nothing else.
The most important lesson I’ve learned in my adult life is that nothing is taught. Everything, common sense and basic self care, everything must be taught to a child. And people who don’t know how to do those things almost always come from neglect or abuse. I suffered neglect. Natalia suffered both.
And when I saw the clip of Michael Barnett interrogating her about the social worker and the donuts, that was eerily similar to the rants my step mom would go on about my dirty laundry or me drinking her orange juice. Abusive Narcissists like to put you down about the stupidest, smallest things. And there’s nothing you can say to stop it, you just have to sit there. When she was sitting in silence, just blinking at him, saying “I don’t know”, I felt that. Because I have been there.
I’ve blocked a lot of what I’ve experienced out, just because that’s what happens when you’re ill. Occasionally I’ll have moments of clarity though, when I remember, oh this horrible thing happened! Or I should know how to do this! And I realize why I don’t. I’m still struggling to keep up with my peers in all areas. I can’t imagine also being beaten, physically punished, abandoned, and then having to see your abusers get away with it. And on top of all that - being physically disabled.
There is no fucking doubt about this. Natalia Grace was born in 2003, proven by genetic evidence and dental records and BY HER BIRTH MOTHER. She was 9 years old when she was left abandoned in that apartment. And Michael Barnett and Kristine Barnett are monsters. I believe that no matter what kind of afterlife exists, they will be punished for what they’ve done.
Sephiroth from Final Fantasy VII resting under glass on the floor of the Square Enix showcase in Shibuya, Japan. [source]
Life on the line at all times.
Summer Berry Mix 🍓🫐 ♡⊹˚₊
The Hashira meeting was so funny because they were like
🦋: We're more than likely gonna kill you but I am curious👀
🔥: He broke the rules; we have to kill him😀
💎: We gotta make it look real good too✨
🪨: Oh we must put this poor boy out of his misery with the quickness😭🙏🏽
💕: You guys would really kill this BABY BOY?🥺🥺
🐍: Not only are we killing him but we gotta get Giyuu's ass too😒
🌫️: I should make pasta tonight 🤔
🌪️: Today I think I am going to cause problems on purpose😈
🌊: 🧍♂️
Aerith is Zack’s girlfriend, Zack is Cloud’s boyfriend, Cloud is Tifa’s boyfriend and Tifa is Aerith’s girlfriend, Hope this helps
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A personal blog, this is as eclectic as my Spotify playlists.Zakkura, shigadabi, danganronpa, csm, Poppy the singer!I draw, I write, I game.Aroace, sex-pos., 21+, Taurus, INFP 9w8You can find me at: lunapony3 (ao3) and suumer1bolt1 (twt)
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