Day 1 Of HRT. Jan 17, 2025

Fucking jinkies, I did not know about this. It's frankly terrifying that Neo-Nazis are here and anti-trans legislature is shadowing what the Nazis did. I am scared of my own future, being only relative weeks from starting HRT myself

if you're just joining us, george takei is having to educate jk rowling on holocaust denial

No, I'm not ready to start a relationship again or start dating again.

However

Looking at Lesbian fluff making me just want to have a lesbian friend to cuddle with and hang out with and slowly fall in love with while I figure myself out more and find by the end that we are irrevocably in love

But I'm not ready to start dating again just yet

And so I'm just rambling around in my head and just wandering about like the lost lesbian t-girl I am

Here is your mission.

Tumblr community, particularly queer et woman individuals of this platform, is Bo Burnham a good person to support? I'm genuinely asking. I haven't listened to his newer works, but some of his older works seem a bit dicey, particularly in his "Words, Words, Words" album.

These weapons I make, the weapons I attach to myself, they're for self defense right? They're only a precaution right? Only two blades and a blunt object. That's where it'll end, right? Why do I feel like the more I make weapons, the closer I get to wrapping my hands around the grip of a glock? Am I turning myself away from my empathetic and gentle origins? I don't want to hurt people. I don't like it when people get hurt. Not usually. If I make more weapons am I only putting up the barricade around me with a door for friends or will the wall block out everyone? I don't want to be alone again.

So many weapons that could be made, and yet I don't know if I could even get myself to use them. I don't know if I could willingly put a blade through someone's flesh or bash a blunt object against someone's skull. Am I turning myself into a danger?

If I let myself strike someone, how long until I can strike at the ones I love without remorse? I need protection, I know, but how much is too much?

When do I wind up going too far?

wikipedia is a gem

Rain world is so fun, so cruel. It is basically life in a game. You get to try things and learn lessons. It's cruel in the way life is. You make a mistake and you have to start over. You have to change plans depending on what's around you. Sometimes you even lose a child and there's nothing you can do. It's so cruel and yet so fun. Ive so far lost 8 children and have still been recovering. I feel like the realness of rain world allows you to even if just partially understand the hardship of parenthood. I enjoy the game greatly and I can't wait to have my kids play it as well.

100% want Trump gone, fearful of this country and the future but hoping for the best while wanting to flee

REBLOG IF YOU ARE AGAINST TRUMP AND PROJECT 2025

REBLOG IF YOUR BLOG IS A SAFE SPACE FOR PEOPLE WHO NO LONGER HAVE ONE IRL

I feel so... down whenever I want to watch queer or trans videos because I know in the back of my mind that none of the current large queer content creators' content or community is safe for people like me, intersex people.

I love their work otherwise, but it hurts badly to hear them toss around casual intersexism in their videos constantly when discussing queer and trans issues and nobody ever mentions it.

And because these are large, popular creators, nobody has ever listened when I've tried to ask they adjust their language. My dms go ignored or unseen and my public comments get drowned out by fans defending their intersexist comments. It's emotionally draining and exhausting, I just want to be included in my own community.