No One Gets It...and Even If They Did, The Universe Is Keen On Not Making Our Paths Cross. I Wish To

no one gets it...and even if they did, the universe is keen on not making our paths cross. I wish to meet him, the him as crazy and angry and sad as me, he understands phone lines don't help with depression, he'll see people talk about SH and think he deserves it but he'll never do it since he's too scared, he bed rots all day, his bed has become his casket, his only sense of enjoyment is the media he consumes, he has soulless dead eyes and a nose comparable to gods, his eyes are auburn and hair dark curly but what is the point of being beautiful if people use that against you too? what is the point of being ugly if people use that against you too? he tries manifestation, witchcraft, subliminals, anything— to stop the voices in his head saying "this is all meaningless." because no one wants to hear that, no one wants to share pain, only joy. "who will share my pain with me?" he wonders. he is me. he is everything i am and everything I'm not. and I want to cling to his skin, not just mine. and I want to feel him inside me, not just my fingers. and I want to look into his eyes, not just from my mirror. Voglio vivere e morire con lui.....but he's just, not, there.

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t0xicn30n

9 months ago

HIHI ^^ so this actually has the intention to put my real face in it but i decided to use Starfire as a replacement (cuz i look like her lol)

Themes |

s/i - peaches(👀), beach, roses, teenage girl (idk😭)

f/o - italian summer, books, 90's core

Dates - bike rides/beach day/stargazing

🌺🍊 thank you bye ^^🍊🌺

GUYS NEW REBLOG GAME JUST DROPED

REBLOG WITH YOUR F/O AND S/I AND ILL MAKE YOU A MOODBOARD!! Bonus points if you include some themes or smth :3 EXSAMPLES!!

(This is open to everyone! One entry per person, though it can include multiple f/o's / a poly ship!)

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t0xicn30n

2 months ago

KLANCE PLAGUING ME IN ALMOST 2025 CAN I EVER BE FREEEEEE

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t0xicn30n

9 months ago

hii ^^

pls send a link, its my bday in august and i wudnt mind this as a present 🎁🌺

byeeee and ty <3

squishable reblog game !!

selfshippers! reblog this and i'll assign your F/Os (3 max. pls) a squishable! i'll also provide a link to buy them if you're so inclined ฅ(^◕ᴥ◕^)ฅ

examples:

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t0xicn30n

6 months ago

(detail from ‘Bacchus’ c. 1638-1640 by Peter Paul Rubens)

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t0xicn30n

8 months ago

Sonic fandom selfshippers ILY btw 🫡🩷

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t0xicn30n

9 months ago

pls do elio perlman fof me, love this guy so muchhhnns

🌺🌺🌺🌺

i want to hop on this bandwagon, so...

proselfshippers!! reblog this with a picture of your f/o and i'll assign them a webkinz ! ^_^

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t0xicn30n

2 years ago

something different about seeing a selfship positivity post that’s all like “selfshipping is awesome! we all support each other! your f/os love you no matter what!”

and then at the bottom there’s a big fat dni that insults proshippers

love that 💔