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Love me like a boy
Love me, love me like a boy
Not like a girl, but like a boy
Please love me as what I am
Not what I look like
In need to fuck someone rn, especially another tboy, but i’m too shy to even approach anyone irl… would need a good sexting i bet x
Need another tboy to kiss me like Ivan kissed Till
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One day i’ll get top surgery and then i’ll get a pretty goth moth tattoo under my chest
I’m just obsessed with the idea
Like ARGHHGHHSDHFJJ
<3
Just stargazing with your homie whom you took to see the entire world and every sea in it no unresolved romantic tension involved of course
I enjoy how everyone on here is like “I want a boyfriend” or “I need a boyfriend” but when people Dm them, it’s like.. okay you’re friendzone. Annnnnd you’re friendzone. Oh and you too.
(I’m everyone. Also so Are people on the mlm tag)
no one gets it...and even if they did, the universe is keen on not making our paths cross. I wish to meet him, the him as crazy and angry and sad as me, he understands phone lines don't help with depression, he'll see people talk about SH and think he deserves it but he'll never do it since he's too scared, he bed rots all day, his bed has become his casket, his only sense of enjoyment is the media he consumes, he has soulless dead eyes and a nose comparable to gods, his eyes are auburn and hair dark curly but what is the point of being beautiful if people use that against you too? what is the point of being ugly if people use that against you too? he tries manifestation, witchcraft, subliminals, anything— to stop the voices in his head saying "this is all meaningless." because no one wants to hear that, no one wants to share pain, only joy. "who will share my pain with me?" he wonders. he is me. he is everything i am and everything I'm not. and I want to cling to his skin, not just mine. and I want to feel him inside me, not just my fingers. and I want to look into his eyes, not just from my mirror. Voglio vivere e morire con lui.....but he's just, not, there.
im cooked
back on my yearning shit again
my friends are in a queer platonic relationship and its like man i want something like that too
but not just friends...idk i still dont entirely understood queerplatonic relationships
i just want to be loved too
i want to learn how
pet names are nice
i enjoy terms of endearment
but particularly i like "sweetheart"
or food related terms of endearment
those are always nice
or maybe my dear
i probably have more but i cant remember
just woke up from a nap
wish i could wake you with a lover and say good morning to them
i feel stupidly needy right now
im left alone for 2 seconds and now im all ansty and eager to interact with people
wanting any kind of positive attention
yearning once more
i wanna do couple stuff and match pfps of popular ships
sigh...im yearning again...
i just need to adore someone and fall head over heels for them and greet them by saying "hello my love"
i love your blog so much you put into words how i feel perfectly we should get married /j
LMAOOO thanks glad you like my bullshit ramblings and thoughts ☠️
[deep inhale]
i need to heal before i can love anybody again
[deep exhale]
(not gonna stop me from yearning though ☠️)
yknow i was talking to this one dude for a minute that love bombed me and now theyve disappeared and i think its been a week since they last bothered to speak to me ☠️ disappointed but not surprised
being a shut book has its benefits
starting to think i shouldn't be so closed off and reserved if i want a relationship
its just scary
ive dated plenty of folks and all of them have hurt me
how do i avoid such a thing again
how do i avoid being abused dude
if i could just foresee the future on whether or not somebodys gonna hurt me my life would be a lot easier lord have mercy
i would play lethal company with a boy
it would be nice to be adoringly looking at my phone because someone said the sweetest words to me
id ask him why hes so nice to me
and it'd be someone i know for a while too. someone that really means it
not just some stranger trying to fill a void and could easily replace me with someone else
i always say morning instead of good morning
because if it were a good morning id be playing videogames with a boyfriend that i do not have
pathetic loser yearning again
what else is new
i feel like that "forever alone" meme from the 2000s ☠️
must be so damn nice to be loved and accepted by somebody despite your flaws bro
what does that feel like
(abandonment issues kicking in full swing)
thank gawd yearning blogs exist at all and im not the only one or else id look like i have schizophrenia
not yearning as much today
im fine with this
who tryna be the argenti to my boothill . (im insane)
i gotta rip my heart outta my chest
sometimes i feel like a retired war veteran in his 40s trying to adapt back into a normal life ☠️