We all have each other
Beach time fun
Self Portrait I’m calling “Twink Death” and is about me learning to accept gaining weight and my body shape as the Italian stallion I am😔
Basically trans male fatness is something that has been on my mind as it feels society puts such a pressure on Ftm people to be either effeminate and twinkish or perfectly passing and fit to be desirable, and where self love and attraction comes in for trans mascs who are neither of those things
There's more I could wax poetic about but alas I'm sleepy.
Aggressively queer Kim!
That's also my response to @YaGrandmaPeach challenge for knifed up Kim :> Link for that challenge is here.
hello, my name is irys (or rysiu if you prefer), i'm a trans person from poland, the country that consistently ranks as the worst one for lgbt people in the eu. it's also the only country in the world where as an adult you have to file a civil lawsuit against both of your parents and win in order to get your legal gender marker changed.
TL;DR - i'm in a life situation where i cannot get money for top surgery anywhere but through fundraising, while my chest prevents me from passing as well as causes physical discomfort due to its size, and i'm unable to mitigate it though binding due to health issues. being 8 months on HRT i'm in a gender middle ground which in this country and my area specifically, puts me at high risk of violence and harassment, especially in bathrooms and changing rooms. having raised funds for 5 months now, the crowdfunding campaign has been going on for way longer than expected, taking a toll on my mental health.
unfortunately, i have barely managed to raise 1/3rd of the total money i need. since my last e-begging post, i managed to only get 40PLN (<10USD).
currently, i have barely 7 000 PLN (~1730 USD) out of the full amount i need to raise, being 21 000 PLN (~5155 USD) total. that includes the cost of accomodation, wound dressings, medication etc. out of that, 17 700 PLN (~4345 USD) goes towards the surgery itself and one mandatory night at the hospital.
the site includes a full breakdown of the costs as well as a detailed overview of my situation, not limited to but including 4 years of forced detransition, details of my health issues, and why i can't get money any other way but through fundraising, why i can't bind nor use any alternative methods, and other fun facts about my life. i'm not going to mince words, and i'll say that this situation in itself, outside of the many other stressors i'm under, is making me lowkey not want to live anymore. i really just want to get this over with, after so many years of struggling and humiliation. please.
‼️zrzutka.pl takes secure international payments without fees!!! USamericans, your donations have four times the impact due to currency conversion! if you still don't want to use zrzutka, you can use the blue online payment website to directly send me money instead!
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kim whump hours. big fan of deeply lonely, socially inept kim so. what if he's never had someone tell him they love him. not a caretaker, not a foster parent, not a friend, not a boyfriend.....
(except, presumably, his parents, not that he can remember.)
the sisterhood of the travelling dick mullen hat
finished this piece finally!!! wanted to do something a bit akira toriyama inspired and meshed that with the aesthetics of a vintage postcard… just the boys having a nice drive together
Kim taking notes on how quickly Harry tired himself out this time. (They spoke to 20 different people and tried on sunglasses and played boardgames and started a nightclub, but where is the murderer? A mystery.)
im starting a collection
Starting a series where I draw every skill in DE with human bodies, who should I do next this is fun!!!!
I started with Drama because they were my very first signature skill in disco elysium. I made fond memories with them .
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Some thoughts you can ignore 😁😁😁😁
I decided * not * to do the " Drama as a Shakespearean poet copy paste " but instead went with a 15th century King's advisor, as: 1. Drama literally calls Harrier " sire ", 2. They're not as poetic as whatever Shivers is!!! But obviously this spares the historical accuracy because medieval men did not speak thee thou, so sad .
I made Drama wear both women's and men's clothes from the 15th century, it's just cool. Idk. Also making them both an embodiment of truth and lies -> one pose is more open and candid while the other is enclosed and hidden, also part of the clothes literally hiding them. If I were to colour it I would use peacock colours and golds on the hidden side and black with silvers on the other. A broken mirror on the middle, because it reminds me of harry, Not many thoughts afterwards I just wanted to draw something historical
Here's the tag if you want to see the whole series once I'm done -> #de skills human au
Hii, I'm Elian - artist, 25 yo ✨he/they, transman/ enby✨Dont reupload/NFT/AI my art🔞may contain mature content 🔞
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