Hii, I'm Opening Commissions! I'm Raising Money For My Top Surgery, If You Want To Help Me And Get An

I've cleaned up and added aggresively queer Kim to my shop! Fight for your queer rights with Kim! Get him here!

look at you, you're gorgeous!

[Astarion] is a cat. He's a black cat. There's a stray that comes into my house called Red... and he's quite feral. It took me three years before I could pick him up and hold him. He's totally cool with me now. Three fucking years. He gave me a lot of inspiration about Astarion.

- Neil Newbon, on developing Astarion's physicality and mannerisms

the sisterhood of the travelling dick mullen hat

Cringe Fail Gale Moment

PLEASE HELP A TRANS PERSON FROM POLAND GET EXPENSIVE SURGERY

hello, my name is irys (or rysiu if you prefer), i'm a trans person from poland, the country that consistently ranks as the worst one for lgbt people in the eu. it's also the only country in the world where as an adult you have to file a civil lawsuit against both of your parents and win in order to get your legal gender marker changed.

TL;DR - i'm in a life situation where i cannot get money for top surgery anywhere but through fundraising, while my chest prevents me from passing as well as causes physical discomfort due to its size, and i'm unable to mitigate it though binding due to health issues. being 8 months on HRT i'm in a gender middle ground which in this country and my area specifically, puts me at high risk of violence and harassment, especially in bathrooms and changing rooms. having raised funds for 5 months now, the crowdfunding campaign has been going on for way longer than expected, taking a toll on my mental health.

unfortunately, i have barely managed to raise 1/3rd of the total money i need. since my last e-begging post, i managed to only get 40PLN (<10USD).

currently, i have barely 7 000 PLN (~1730 USD) out of the full amount i need to raise, being 21 000 PLN (~5155 USD) total. that includes the cost of accomodation, wound dressings, medication etc. out of that, 17 700 PLN (~4345 USD) goes towards the surgery itself and one mandatory night at the hospital.

‼️FUNDRAISER:

the site includes a full breakdown of the costs as well as a detailed overview of my situation, not limited to but including 4 years of forced detransition, details of my health issues, and why i can't get money any other way but through fundraising, why i can't bind nor use any alternative methods, and other fun facts about my life. i'm not going to mince words, and i'll say that this situation in itself, outside of the many other stressors i'm under, is making me lowkey not want to live anymore. i really just want to get this over with, after so many years of struggling and humiliation. please.

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I've made a little sketch of myself, added "biblically accurate angel" vibe for fun. It's quite bold and so unapologetic, so funny to look at my art from my egg days totally being like "this is totally a character, not me" and now... NOW BEHOLD AN ANGEL BOIII

Here's the art i'm mentioning:

Tbh i love them both, both express me in different ways (and i love both styles).

Just now i'm so happy to truly be myself and getting more loud and more proud about it.

I need to buy/ make an angel halo...

i played/finished Disco Elysium for the first time recently and i get why everyone has Completely Normal Feelings about Lieutenant Kitsuragi.

Anyway, I’ll probably paint over this, but I like the inking a lot as is so I wanted to share c:

Huggg for Harry~ <3