Artist Is Raberu_ruru

special grade eras

Like to play! Also running on my twt!

so many of the transfems i know spent their time pre-transition performing a kind of lifelong exercise in self-deprivation, the goal of which was to find out exactly how little a person needed to live. they starved themselves, dressed carelessly, shunned friends, and hollowed themselves out so as not to be burdens on anyone but themselves.

i see it now, too, in the girls around me. i'll ask if they want care – a home-cooked meal, relaxed company, sex without the expectation of reciprocation – and they say no, no, thank you, i don't need it; what would you like, what do you want, because in their head they're still doing that awful calculus, still training themselves to disappear in the eyes of the people around them.

i don't think i'd have died without transition – not in the conventional sense, at least – but to take that leap, i had to stop thinking of myself as a human experiment in fuel-efficient living and start nurturing the anemic, atrophied flame of desire in my heart. i had to learn to eat well, to exercise, to style myself beautiful, but harder than that, i had to learn to ask the people around me to work on my behalf in order to enrich my life and give me the things i wanted.

and i did it; i learned. and it was agony, but courage is a muscle you can train, and every day i get better at accepting gifts with the hungry gratitude i never learned in my years and years as a sad, scared, lonely boy.

so be patient with the trans girls in your life. better than that: be proactive, attentive, generous; be forceful, if you have to, and learn to distinguish real discomfort from the terrified reflex of self-denial that so many of us once learned to rely on.

and if you are so lucky as to love a trans girl, you must insist upon her. you must insist upon her happiness, her comfort, her pleasure, and her rest, because she may still not yet know how to make those demands for herself. if you can devote any amount of energy to becoming an engine that nurtures the flame of even a single tgirl then there is a place for you in trans heaven, which as far as i'm concerned is the only one worth going to

Had tears in my eyes while finishing this one. 🥺

I'm asking autistics and other ND people mainly, people who work full/part time: how do you all cope with burnout? Like I don't know how to get more rest, I have problems sleeping, I can barely take care of myself, 0 motivation. At this point I can barely make myself go to work. How do you lot cope?

you’ll see terfs who more often than not are white (bc of how transphobia benefits white supremacy) say things like “well we aren’t the ones physically attacking trans women in real life! that’s only the men doing it!” (which isn’t even true to begin with) all the time and it’s like…they don’t realize that throughout history white women, as a tool of white supremacy, have always taken the ‘silent’ role of enforcing laws that hurt minorities and then crying out that it isn’t their fault bc they aren’t physically doing harm onto said groups, you’ll see these women push laws that hurt trans kids, laws that make the lives of trans people more dangerous, and start protest that serve no one but themselves in the name of “protecting women” bc they know that white feminity serves them very well when used as a quiet retaliation, you’ll see these women in schools, in juries, in groups, just in public, playing into that fact, white feminity is a violent tool, but a silent one, it isn’t as loud as public hate crimes, or yelling slurs at someone walking down the street, it’s the hushed side eye, the hidden ballot pushing for more extreme violence ontogroups that cannot retaliate, the crying and fainting when things dont go there way bc they know how society values cis white women, and they play into their role, radical white “feminism” is the result of a self imposed victimhood, terfs are quite literally the modern day daughters of the confederacy, maybe you didn’t physically go out and harm someone, but your values and your push for the eradication of marginalized groups is not as quiet as you think it is, history has shown us enough patterns to recognize the behavior

happy birthday suguru!! 🩵

[id: a fanart of ieiri shoko, geto suguru, and gojo satoru as cats. shoko is a calico cat, suguru is a black cat, and satoru is a white cat with round shades and fluffy tail. they're all standing on a table in the middle of a living room, shoko and satoru are sandwiching suguru as they lick his face. shoko has to stand on a book because she's not big enough to reach suguru's face. /end id]

get licked idiot!!!!!!!!

Ily geto sensei x gojo clan head

a stsg piece from last year

Gojo loved doing Suguru's hair and he pretended to hate it (he adored it)

in case you can't read my handwriting:

Gojo: Stay still, Suguru.

Geto: All I wanted was a ponytail, asshole.

Gojo: I'm gonna make you ✨beautiful✨