I want to forget.
whatever was left, that was ours for a while.
sunrise - louise glück
The night sky see's it all~
02.01.23
Okay, so I need to start studying like crazy. Today I visited an academy which helps you prep for exams in the evening. I'll be joining it from tomorrow. I realised that I'm not just paying for learning, but for time allocation as well. I'm paying them to take my time so that I can get my life together. I hate how my self-accountability in terms of studying went downhill. I'll be waking up at 4 am from tomorrow.
I'm going to forget about yesterday. From now on, I'll give you my all, dear my future.
I get that you might not be able to understand my point of view, but that doesn't mean that you misunderstand when I'm trying to convey. Don't twist my words to form those judgemental opinions of yours.
02.03.23
So, today, I got done with a lecture that I've been putting off since December. Feel much more productive. I have a long day tomorrow. I have 2 more lectures to go through and a 5 chap test of physics tomorrow.
“You have always been the worst of my children,” he said. “Be sure to not dishonor me.”
“I have a better idea. I will do as I please, and when you count your children, leave me out.
- Madeline Miller, Circe
I hope you get to find your peace soon <3 sending hugs and sunflowers 🌻 🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
Memories are a curse; I want to remember you no more.
Endings are what give stories meaning. I don’t know if I believe that. I think the whole story has meaning but I also think to have a whole story-shaped story it needs some sort of resolution. Not even a resolution, some appropriate place to leave it. A goodbye.
- Erin Morgenstern, The Starless Sea
🌱 Sage green is a world of it's own 🌱