Come 'ere Everybody!

i need to stop choosing one angsty indie song to just put on loop bcs i think it hurts me too much.

solution?

loop the whole playlist!

tw vent

i'm so fucking angry. it's not even like i can help it. i don't have my phone, my old stuff got deleted, and i literally only have the time that i'm doing SCHOOL to be online. i can't talk to my friends bcs of time zones and shit or bcs they're busy too

it feels like shit. everything does. i'm exercising, i'm eating, i'm journaling, and it still feels like shit.

i can't use tech unless i ask, and every time i do i'm just bracing for a "Why? You're just going to use it wrongly" kinda response. every. single. fucking time. i can't rp, i can't chat i can't do my art the way i want to.

i love my parents i do, but their protectiveness makes me want to peel my skin back.

i want to dye my hair, to cut it, to go out to a park, i want to meet up with friends irl, i want to do things

i can't even just go anywhere- i can't drive, i don't know how to ride a bike, i don't have anyone i trust irl that i can go to

and there aren't teachers or school clubs bcs i'm fucking homeschooled

i don't have any online games and those that i do are severly monitored

i just want to exist and feel like a teen, like an actual teenager.

i did but mine got found out🥲🙃

Mutuals can DM. Mutuals can ask for Discord. Mutuals can rip open my corpse and huddle inside it for warmth.

ooooh good job👍

Guess who just finished state testing 😁🥲

idk what that is :)

HE'S ADORABLE.

happy birthday!! <3

what will you name him?

ANOTHER DOG LETS FUCKING GO

*picks it up and runs away*

i-

i think i wanna do that

GODS I HATE NOT HAVING A PHONE NUMBER

then take a break cause everybody needs one

i just wanna be there for everyone but i’m so so tired :(

chat, i'm off to war until monday.

The omnipresent being and an all around fool :3

like/reblog if u are:

a bitch

a bastard

an all around fool

an omnipresent all-powerful being

a sparrow

c̵͙̳͕̈͛ụ̷̔r̸̗͎̽̓͗͜s̴̨̈́̿͘e̸͍̰̜͊̈́d̵̛̫̙͍͝͝

capable of moving at immense, incomprehensible speeds

an eldritch being

no one will know which one u chose! :D

bahhhh i cant find one sorrrrry

it's cool. just put a bi flag behind Dazai🙃