“My heart gets sad sometimes. I’m not really sure why. It just starts to ache and my body begins to feel hollow. My mind wanders. I hate feeling like this. I don’t want to. But I can’t help it. My heart just feels heavy.”
— You asked why I was so quiet
No, he didn’t love me. Yes, it’s not the end of the world. But it was the end of my world. I was always broken, even before I met him. But after him, I shattered into a million pieces.
One can fix a crack but you can’t put back a million pieces together
I don't wanna do this anymore
Just please...
Let me die
Let me end all this pain
The worst feeling is having to hide your true feelings for someone because you know it’s better off that way
I don’t think people realize how overthinking slowly kills you, they don’t know how it can turn your mind into thoughts you wish weren’t yours
Feeling unwanted changes you a lot.
On most days it just hits me why am I even trying to put any effort at doing anything when all it leads to failure in a life I don’t even fucking want.