I Forgot I Had This

Vanderwood won the poll, so here's Mixed! Messenger Vanderwood! Also, yes, Vanderwood does own keys to Saeyoung's penthouse.

Last line is most accurate

New ask blog! Get to know my cryptid character Girafficus outside of his indie game!

THE BLOG MAY CONTAIN HORROR ELEMENTS... and maybe funnies, depending on your asks.

But, yeah!! GO INTERROGATE MY EVIL IDIOT SON!!!

also worth noting that "abusive" doesn't actually mean "irredeemable" either.

there's a lot of people that have done things in the past that were bad, because they weren't taught any better, or they were in an overall toxic situation where EVERYONE was shitty (like a cult), or they were just at an especially low point and hurt others for it.

you don't have to forgive them. you don't have to ever speak to them again. you can be angry with them until you die if you want.

but society cannot function if we don't allow them to move on. to change their behavior and fuck off somewhere else and build meaningful relationships without bothering you again. we need a path for people to change, or nothing ever will.

This was an Art Fight attack!! OCs belong to @spatterats!! Galaxy character designs, my beloved Link to the attack is here! https://artfight.net/attack/5319523.two-sides-of-the-same-coin-two-stars-of-the-same-solarity

KITTEN

I love my cat Elizabeth III, named after Elizabeth the 3rd from Mystic Messenger. She is only three and a half months old right now, but I love her to bits! Anyways, I drew her as a star kitty because I thought lil baby kitty Elizabeth should have a purrsona that fits my persona's space/void theme! Hehehe she's my wittle babyyy Here's a picture of her from the first couple of days we got her for reference

I wuv her

You humans and non-humans better be taking care of yourselves 🫂💕

I care you

depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

I AM DOING ART FIGHT THIS YEAR WHO WANTS TO FIGHT ME TO THE DEATH WITH ART WE WILL DUEL IT OUT

As an aroace, I love being in relationships with fellow aros/aces. QPRs? Gimme dat. Chef's kiss. Literal perfection. A gift from God and the heavens themselves. Soft romo? That's my limit; however, it's very pleasant, and bfyuowhbdjacbhdbchiud. Gimme.

I need to thank whoever invented these terms, because I love my queerplatonic partner and my soft romo partner sm, and I absolutely can't handle default society romance and relationships. Gimme dat aro-friendly one-on-one lifelong partnership, please. I've always wanted partnership growing up, but I never liked the idea of spicy things or romance (for the most part), since that's just the kind of aroace that I am and always have been. Makes me happy non-normative relationship types are a thing hehehehbheafheoabfvd Anyways Fictional romance is hot (because it ain't real)

Waterbuffalo? Nah, Kinito (JUMPSCARE WARNING)