I Got My Septum Pierced Yesterday And It’s Amazing, Downside I Didn’t Tell My Mom…

Photo Time!!!

I can't believe that my freshman year is almost over already! It's flown by way too fast, I've made so many new friends and accomplished more than I thought I could.

"But you were fine 2 seconds ago"

yeah and now im not

"But you said you were getting better"

yeah and now im getting worse

I don’t want to go back to uni tomorrow but I have to, I love my roommate but sometimes I feel unwelcome in the dorm.

honestly I’m debating on being up my bpd and depression to my counselor since I think he can understand and not judge me on it, but idk yet. I’m almost done with my freshman year so that’s something I guess

my first cross stitch

There’s really not much to this post, I just wanted to share the finished piece of the cross stitch I started. This is gonna get turned into a quilt pillow for my aunts birthday in March, I really hope she likes it. She’s obsessed with the beach and if she could would spend every day there- as I kid I used to think she was a mermaid in disguise lol-

I ended up not doing the little knot details because I couldn’t get it and was becoming a little bit frustrated, but I plan to try again at this on a future project

Photo haul of college

I have sooo many photos of my first semester, this isn’t even half of it

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

“you should do XYZ for ur future!!”

“you need to prepare this for when you become an adult!!”

i’m BARELY surviving right now 😭

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

i don't feel well and i'd really like to hurt myself