I Finally Finished All My Oc Refs (for Now)

hey it’s me lol

Hello there TsukiAza nation, can I interest you in some crippling angst during these trying times?

I didn't make these all credit goes to @LuninTIBTEW on Twitter for telling me to letting me post these here!

okay i have been thinking about this for a while i am finally going to talk about it. every single time i play undertale i see this and go "oh flowey everything is wrong with u <3" cuz this is yet another case of his projection. he LOVES to project and i think a lot about how he so firmly believes everything is his fault-- whether that's chara's death or his parents grieving or literally anything else. and i think a lot of it is part of how much he cares about everyone... he's convinced that if only he had done everything right then everything would be fine.

he believes either the fault lies in him doing something wrong, or life is just "unfair". he even says in this exact scene that if only "you" had gone through without caring about anyone, you wouldn't have to feel this way now. if only he hadn't made chara care about him, if only he hadn't cared about chara. if only his parents didn't love him so much, they wouldn't have to feel this way now. so he subconsciously tries to get around this by convincing himself he doesn't care and can't care about anyone, despite that clearly not being true, given the alarm clock dialogue.

and in a similar way, as toriel is always a parallel for flowey, toriel attempts to do this by telling frisk not to come back. flowey and toriel don't really... deal with their emotions, they just shove them down and avoid it as best as they can. it's really interesting to see flowey's thoughts on toriel too; flowey doesn't understand why she keeps caring for humans when she keeps losing them. if she just didn't care then she wouldn't be feeling the way she does, right? toriel and flowey both innately want to take care of those around them and feel this great responsibility when things go wrong.

so he tells us it's all our fault for loving our friends. "being nice just makes you get hurt," as he says in the neutral end. so much of his mindset is rooted in how much he cares about his family, to the point where he seems to feel if only he didn't care it wouldn't hurt as much. something something opposite of it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. learning to love again and accept loss is such an important part of his character because of how his bereaved mindset left him feeling numb and resentful. the fact that he's able to say he's friends with frisk and that he's still tries to take care of toriel says sooo much about how much he's grown and it makes me wanna cry i love flowey so much he is the best character in anything <3

@nopanamaman i simply love this song

this was done in 10 to 12 hrs and is my first mv ever so yk don't come after me if theres some bugginess or smth

(THIS IS A FANMADE MV, the song and characters belong to ferry, i just did some funky artsy shit)

i just had an idea.

whenever you see this post, please open up the notes, go to the reblogs tab, find the latest reblog WITHOUT COMMENTS, and then reblog that one.

dont add comments or tags when you reblog, just post it as-is. and dont just reblog whichever one ended up on ur dash, you might fuck up the chain. also, dont queue it, that will probably also fuck up the chain.

i want the reblog ball graph for this post to just be one long, continuous chain. a long snakey bitch. we can do it. i believe in us. we got this. its snake time babey

That one Twitter art challenge but with Sinclair

#kagerou project and Other Things That Ruined My Life: An Autobiography by tibtew

not quite there

What r u sellin'?

[[plaintext]] UNDER THE CUT.

S: .... HEY [[giggles]].

J: nutcracker!! are you okay? okay?

S: YEAH, NO WORRIES.

J: how are you feeling? are you well? well?

S: [[Peachy keen]].

J: are you hurt? do you need healing?

S: HM SAME AS EVER, THO ILL TAKE SOME [[tender loving care]] ALWAYS

J: i was worried. worried.

S: YEAH,, SORRY [[bouncy ball]]... IM GOOD NOW

Anon also asked: damn. those strings look nasty. does spamton really need to lose his tic anyway? i understand him just fine. *sends jevil a whetstone for his shears*

Anon also asked: Red strings are usually associated with Kris’s soul. I’m a bit concerned about the implications there

Anon also asked: *Act, *Spamton, *Check? maybe we can at least figure out what those strings are exactly since it seems they won't break

S: THE STRINGS ARE HARMLESS. SEEMS LIKE [[3mm standard bungee cord]];

@cosmos-hime asked: So does that mean you really know everything? How he got corrupted and lost everything? Poor dude has a lot of baggage. (And strings!)

S: WELL WE BONDED OVER KNOWING [[more than meets the eye]] SO TALKING CAME NATURALLY ITS A [[the friends we made along the way]] TO HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK HONESTLY WITH. AS FOR [[my wares]] I GUESS ITS OLD BREAD, BROKEN SCISSORS, AND A PIECE OF STRING.

follow up to the commission question, so I’ve donated to some of the organizations aiding those in Gaza and was still interested in commissioning you, but would you prefer if people held back on doing so to instead donate to the organizations? I just don’t wanna step on your toes lol! thanks :)

you're not stepping on my toes at all, dw! I'll gladly take the commission since I'd love to write for you -- but I've decided to donate the proceeds to one of the organisations myself, if that's alright.

I started doing commissions before becoming aware of the situation so they weren't necessarily opened with donation in mind, but I think it'd be best if that's how things proceeded. I'll probably amend the announcement post to reflect this.

as for anyone else interested in commissioning me, do what you feel is best -- whether you'd prefer to donate the money yourself or donate it in exchange for my work, what ultimately matters is making a difference for palestinians and those facing similar circumstances. none of us are free until all of us are.

My friends were doing smash or pass with the sinners but because I'm ace I decided I'll go the cooking route (the way to reach an aces heart lol)