I Honestly Shoulda Just Killed Myself The Day I First Thought About It. Would Have Saved Me A Lot Of

let's hear it for the nonbinary folks who:

don't present androgynously

use "binary" pronouns in any capacity

identify partially with a binary gender

have a "gendered" name

don't experience body dysmorphia

don't experience gender dysphoria

DO experience gender dysphoria/body dysmorphia but aren't sure what gender or body would suit them

just experience body/gender apathy instead

can't be open about their gender identity yet

you're all absolutely valid.

don't ever feel like you're "not nonbinary enough" because you absolutely are! 💖

I wish I had the courage to end it all.

I dont see my therapist again until school starts and I've just unlocked a new trauma. I can only talk to one person about it and I'm freaking out. I hate this. I hate life. I'm so uncomfortable and upset and disgusted by everything. I was just starting to like myself.

Had to reset the clock today. It's been a bad week. I want to lay in bed and rot now

I want someone to notice, but on the other hand, i don’t.

some of the original lyrics from clancy in tyler's handwriting!

'I'd rather you hurt me than do nothing at all' are heartbreaking lyrics :')

i feel like the longer you have depression n r suicidal, the less people care

bc its like~ hes depressed rn?? he always is

he hasnt eaten?? he will at some point

hes sh again?? they're never deep anyway

he's gone missing again?? its fine he'll come home

he overdosed again?? he never takes enough tho

he tried to kill himself?? thats okay the attempts have never worked~ so it wont this time

i support MAGA: make america gay again

I genuinely think it's too late for things to turn better for me. I feel like a lost cause