I Feel Like The Longer You Have Depression N R Suicidal, The Less People Care

my mind is blank, disconnected, numb, but my chest hurts so bad, i want to tear it open and crush that disgusting unworthy heart.

nothing has purpose anymore

I feel like I need them more than they need me. Even if I am that one that ruined everything, I still need them. I crave them. It feels like they could care less. It's what I deserve.

Had to reset the clock today. It's been a bad week. I want to lay in bed and rot now

Everything would be better off if I wasn't alive. I'm sorry all I do is cause others pain. I should just not say anything anymore.

JOSH SINGING!!!!!!!!!!

IM ??? GOING INSANE

having a “favorite person” is so glorified and sounds lovely until you uncover the horrendous attachment issues and instability

i wish people could understand how painful of a curse it is

I feel like an awful person.

I keep doing things wrong and making people (the ones I care about) unhappy.

I don't deserve anything good on this life

Every fking day is the same shit. Over and over again.

Being alone is enjoyable until you become painfully aware of just how alone you truly are.