Every Fking Day Is The Same Shit. Over And Over Again.

"Maybe i do just ruin people's lives. And it would be better if I didn't exist." -Charlie Spring S1 Ep 8

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Everything would be better off if I wasn't alive. I'm sorry all I do is cause others pain. I should just not say anything anymore.

Had to reset the clock today. It's been a bad week. I want to lay in bed and rot now

Being alone is enjoyable until you become painfully aware of just how alone you truly are.

Why do people pretend to be your friend? Why talk shit about how I look? Why not just fucking tell me or keep your opinions to yourself? My appearance does not define who I am as a person. It doesn't define my professionalism or anything. Why pretend?

I'm back to the point where I cry myself to sleep at night because of how alone and worthless I feel.

let's hear it for the nonbinary folks who:

don't present androgynously

use "binary" pronouns in any capacity

identify partially with a binary gender

have a "gendered" name

don't experience body dysmorphia

don't experience gender dysphoria

DO experience gender dysphoria/body dysmorphia but aren't sure what gender or body would suit them

just experience body/gender apathy instead

can't be open about their gender identity yet

you're all absolutely valid.

don't ever feel like you're "not nonbinary enough" because you absolutely are! 💖

I am my own worst enemy

I wish I had the courage to end it all.