Everything Would Be Better Off If I Wasn't Alive. I'm Sorry All I Do Is Cause Others Pain. I Should Just

my mind is blank, disconnected, numb, but my chest hurts so bad, i want to tear it open and crush that disgusting unworthy heart.

I wish I had the courage to end it all.

Why the fuck am I the way I am

Side note: would love this on a t-shirt lol

you worried about today? heartstopper | 3.05 · winter

i feel like the longer you have depression n r suicidal, the less people care

bc its like~ hes depressed rn?? he always is

he hasnt eaten?? he will at some point

hes sh again?? they're never deep anyway

he's gone missing again?? its fine he'll come home

he overdosed again?? he never takes enough tho

he tried to kill himself?? thats okay the attempts have never worked~ so it wont this time

I've been struggling so much. You don't even see it. I've been trying so hard to make things good again but nothing works. I put all of my effort into making us okay that I've started struggling in school. This is the worst I've ever done and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm so tired. I'm so damn tired

i support MAGA: make america gay again

having a “favorite person” is so glorified and sounds lovely until you uncover the horrendous attachment issues and instability

i wish people could understand how painful of a curse it is

Why cant I just do it? What's wrong with me?

"Sleep isn't really sleep anymore, it's just an escape from reality "