Sept. 17th

I feel so alone. I try to talk to you but I dont know how anymore. I ruined things between us and I don't know how to fix it. I'm not even lonely I know I have you but at the same time I'm so alone.

I'm back to the point where I cry myself to sleep at night because of how alone and worthless I feel.

How am I supposed to live after I've hurt the person I love the most?

How to Use the Queer Book Master List

I have created a master list of queer fiction books which can be sorted and filtered by your preferences.  However, many have asked how to use it - so I have created a quick guide below!

This is not like google sheets - any filters you create will only be shown to you and will disappear when you exit that screen. So feel free to mess around! I promise you won’t ruin anything.

Step 1: Open the database

Step 2: Select the “Create Your Own Filter” view on the left-hand side.

Step 3: Click “filter” on the top bar.

Step 4: Input any filters you would like to organize the files by. The screen will automatically update with books that fit into all of your specifications.

Life has lost meaning. Life has lost purpose. I'm so lost and numb without you. I can't do this anymore.

Why do people pretend to be your friend? Why talk shit about how I look? Why not just fucking tell me or keep your opinions to yourself? My appearance does not define who I am as a person. It doesn't define my professionalism or anything. Why pretend?

I should have died a teenager, but now it's too late.

In a 'im going to kill myself soon so let's do whatever the fuck we want' kinda mindset

healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself