I Feel So Alone. I Try To Talk To You But I Dont Know How Anymore. I Ruined Things Between Us And I Don't

Why the fuck am I the way I am

I don't want to feel anything anymore. It's just too much. Please make it stop.

My favorite one doesn't even want me anymore

im craving attention and affection so much right now, but at the same time i dont want to talk to anyone.

people are fucking pieces of shit, but fuck i miss my favorite ones

I genuinely think it's too late for things to turn better for me. I feel like a lost cause

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I've been struggling so much. You don't even see it. I've been trying so hard to make things good again but nothing works. I put all of my effort into making us okay that I've started struggling in school. This is the worst I've ever done and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm so tired. I'm so damn tired

Being alone is enjoyable until you become painfully aware of just how alone you truly are.

Every fking day is the same shit. Over and over again.

Why cant I just do it? What's wrong with me?