WAIT I JUST READ THE FOREST FIC WAS JOSH REAL AT THE END??? WHAT

I've been struggling so much. You don't even see it. I've been trying so hard to make things good again but nothing works. I put all of my effort into making us okay that I've started struggling in school. This is the worst I've ever done and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm so tired. I'm so damn tired

I am my own worst enemy

My favorite one doesn't even want me anymore

im craving attention and affection so much right now, but at the same time i dont want to talk to anyone.

people are fucking pieces of shit, but fuck i miss my favorite ones

I can’t help but feel like everyone sees that I’m damaged goods and that’s why they never want me.

I just want him to love me again.

"Sleep isn't really sleep anymore, it's just an escape from reality "

I dont see my therapist again until school starts and I've just unlocked a new trauma. I can only talk to one person about it and I'm freaking out. I hate this. I hate life. I'm so uncomfortable and upset and disgusted by everything. I was just starting to like myself.

"Maybe i do just ruin people's lives. And it would be better if I didn't exist." -Charlie Spring S1 Ep 8

How to Use the Queer Book Master List

I have created a master list of queer fiction books which can be sorted and filtered by your preferences.  However, many have asked how to use it - so I have created a quick guide below!

This is not like google sheets - any filters you create will only be shown to you and will disappear when you exit that screen. So feel free to mess around! I promise you won’t ruin anything.

Step 1: Open the database

Step 2: Select the “Create Your Own Filter” view on the left-hand side.

Step 3: Click “filter” on the top bar.

Step 4: Input any filters you would like to organize the files by. The screen will automatically update with books that fit into all of your specifications.

my mind is blank, disconnected, numb, but my chest hurts so bad, i want to tear it open and crush that disgusting unworthy heart.