I Dont Know What To Do Anymore. I Try So Hard And I Always End Up Back Here. I'm Tired Of Trying To Fight

I dont see my therapist again until school starts and I've just unlocked a new trauma. I can only talk to one person about it and I'm freaking out. I hate this. I hate life. I'm so uncomfortable and upset and disgusted by everything. I was just starting to like myself.

I wish I had the courage to end it all.

I can’t help but feel like everyone sees that I’m damaged goods and that’s why they never want me.

How to Use the Queer Book Master List

I have created a master list of queer fiction books which can be sorted and filtered by your preferences.  However, many have asked how to use it - so I have created a quick guide below!

This is not like google sheets - any filters you create will only be shown to you and will disappear when you exit that screen. So feel free to mess around! I promise you won’t ruin anything.

Step 1: Open the database

Step 2: Select the “Create Your Own Filter” view on the left-hand side.

Step 3: Click “filter” on the top bar.

Step 4: Input any filters you would like to organize the files by. The screen will automatically update with books that fit into all of your specifications.

All I do is rot in bed, have breakdowns, ugly cry, fuck shit up, get drunk and cut myself. what a life (and it's all my fault, isn't it)

I just want him to love me again.

I genuinely think it's too late for things to turn better for me. I feel like a lost cause

some of the original lyrics from clancy in tyler's handwriting!

'I'd rather you hurt me than do nothing at all' are heartbreaking lyrics :')

having a “favorite person” is so glorified and sounds lovely until you uncover the horrendous attachment issues and instability

i wish people could understand how painful of a curse it is

Why do I have to be myself???