How Do You Tell Someone “i’m Not Ignoring You I’m Just Disconnected From Reality Right Now And

maybe all the signs were there-

maybe i just refused to see them.

after all, red flags just look like flags when you see them through rose colored glasses.

-why did i believe you when you said you'd never hurt me? c.r.

my mom: you have to find different coping skills than cutting

me: so how about not eating

Clarice Lispector, from Selected Crônicas; “Excess and Privation “

— Clarice Lispector, from “The Hour of the Star.”

i hate having to get better like bitch just let me die 😫

the impulsive urge to hurt myself

The tention between the desire of being invisible and being seen by everyone.