reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up đ„ș
PSA
I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.
you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think youâre ugly, MY body dysmorphia and MY ED does not extend to you
I donât think enough people talk about the social hierarchy of eating disorders.
So, this is simply a reminder that Bulimia is NOT âfailed anorexia.â Binge-Eating Disorder is NOT laziness and lack of self control. EDNOS is NOT any less valid that anorexia. And, Anorexia is NOT cute or desirable.
These are all horrible and deadly disorders, and there is no way to âfailâ at having a mental illness. We are all suffering is different ways and that is always valid and deserving of help.
I rlly need to start getting more active. not only on tumblr but also on a daily basis. like more steps. more dancing. more basically anything. if I want to lose weight that is like no. 1 requirement yet all I do is lay in bed. I'm so tired and sick of looking the way I am. I hate myself.
repeat after me:
even if i donât like my body today i will take care of it
even if i donât like myself today i will still be patient and kind with myself
even if i do not love myself i will still take care of and be kind to myself, despite not wanting to
i want all the extra fat on my body to fall off and turn into cash
wear your favourite outfit with your tallest shoes. order that ridiculous drink and ask the server to add espresso. run that extra mile and see the river. make your favourite breakfast and add more flavour. clean your room with ghibli music in the background. do your homework with your feet on your desk. live life to its fullest extent, but don't push off your responsibilities. find your balance. dont settle for mediocre. take care.
why does it feel embarrassing to have any other ed than a restrictive ed?
(I apologize if this is rude to you, I don't mean to be rude or shame or bully anyone who struggles with non-restrictive eds it's just how I feel about myself. I'd rather say I struggle because I don't eat (enough) rather than saying I struggle because I eat too much and binge.)
all i do is over caffeinate myself and function incorrectly
i think my body is too stupid to lose weight