friendly reminder that intersex trans people exist and they arent your fucking business and telling us "thats impossible" when we share an experience is entirely unhelpful
im a trans woman with enough of a uterus/ovary to menstruate occasionally. "trans women cant have periods" is not only invalidating to perisex trans women/trans women who can't menstruate but still have a hormonal cycle that causes some symptoms of periods (cramps, mood swings/shifts, etc.) but also invalidates intersex trans women who do have the ability to menstruate
and i shouldnt have to hide the fact i do menstruate to be seen as "valid." i shouldnt have to hide that i used medical bias against intersex people to get my transition surgeries covered and done at a younger age. i shouldnt have to hide the fact i had to go on testosterone because my body only produces miniscule amounts of both hormones but i have severe reactions to estrogen/progesterone that fucks with my body more than testosterone while still needing some sort of sex hormone to be able to live my life normally. yes, this has given me privilege in some areas. yes, it is different from the experience of a perisex trans woman. no, this does not make me transmasc or not actually trans. i do not feel comfortable identifying as transmasc because i am not a man, and even if i was, i presented as primarily male most of my life and was percieved as such. perhaps if i'd had my "female" sex characteristics removed instead, i would identify differently, but my reality is that i live my life as a trans woman, even if i am currently indistinguishable from a cis woman and many people percieve me as such.
I am currently rewatching House MD. I got inspired while half asleep to draw them. I decided to give House and Wilson a little Good Omens spin and I love them.
They are now Ethical Omens MD. The "ethical-not-so-ethical" husbands. Lol.
(I may do some more House MD x Good Omens (Ethical Omens MD) Fanart because I really enjoyed drawing them.)
Lassie caught doin' gay shit with Shawn and we love him for it.
I will probably be posting some more ethical omens art soon. Maybe even doodle some T4T Hilson (House x Wilson) art. [:
Anyway, enjoy this Shassie art!! ššš
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Help this person get the care they need! šš
Not fanart today everyone, sorry. I will be uploading some within the week though!
I just need to vent and rant a bit.
I was feeling a bit rough today & made a venting self portrait piece for Pride Month. I've been out as trans for four years this November (26th of November) Iāve been on T three months and four days. I love who I am and my identity and wouldnāt change a thing, but sometimes Iām so tired.
I just want to love who I want to love. I want to wear what I want to wear without thinking ācould this outfit that I wear today get me killed or harassed because itās not in the norm?ā I get fed up with having to conform to cisgender and heterosexual norms out of fear. I want to wear a dress and other pretty stuff again. I am cis passing so Iām privileged. I was cis passing before even starting T because I have naturally high T. So, me wearing feminine stuff scares me because I donāt want to get harassed for it. I have developed internalised toxic masculinity because of it. If I dye my hair I āmay look gayā or āwould people be able to tell Iām trans?ā When in reality, I LOVE being queer, I LOVE being trans. Itās just hard. Being me is hard.
If I were to change my gender marker where I am, and if I were to get ovarian cancer and be in need of a hysterectomy, it wouldnāt be covered by insurance here because I am a man.
I am entitled to love, freedom, healthcare, happiness, marriage, not being turned away by businesses, or by churches/places that are meant to help all and help the community. I and everyone in this world is entitled to love, comfort, and living happily.
We have lost so many LGBTQIA+ people from this bigotry and hatred. It only seems to have spiralled even further since the pandemic or maybe because I came out in 2020 Iām just paying attention moreā¦Thereās people dead who should still be alive enjoying their favourite foods, drinks, films, etc. The people who bitch about how we are harming children, theyāre ādoing this for the childrenā, well guess what, every time you introduce more bigotry, you are killing a child. Not helping one. So, you can take the āhelp for the childrenā and shove it up your arse.
I sobbed tonite in my restroom because Nex Benedict and Brianna Ghey came into my head. They were so young and they are DEAD and for what? Because some fucking assholes just couldnāt handle the fact that LGBTQIA+ exist.
Iām TERRIFIED of dating people. Especially (cis) men because my brain goes to āOkay, is this person really interested in me or am I a fetish to them?ā āIf I go on a date with this guy tonite, will I come home later?ā āWhat if heās just trying to lure me somewhere and hurt me?ā
THESE THOUGHTS SHOULD NOT BE NORMAL. I AM NOT A FETISH. I AM NOT A KINK. I AM NOT PROPERTY. IāM A HUMAN BEING.
Why canāt I just be human?
Why is it every time in the media thereās a criminal case and that person may or may not be gay, trans, or both, they hardly focus on the act itself but only on the fact that they were gay or transgender.
I am just SO fed up. Living in the states right now is a nightmare. I acknowledge that Iām privileged in ways that not many people have. I am in a blue state (for now), my mother is supportive, I have access to HRT and medical needs, I am white, I pass as a man. I am extremely privileged in those rights. I will never be able to even imagine how our gay and trans people of colour are treated. My heart breaks for them.
How many more of us is it going to take until weāre seen as people?
Weāre not ped0phil3s, weāre not gr00mers, we arenāt out to harm your children, we didnāt steal a fucking rainbow from The Father Over Yonder, we arenāt working for Lucifer & if we are, I havenāt gotten my fucking pay cheque, we arenāt taking away healthcare from women, we arenāt taking over sports, etc. I could go on & on & on about this.
I canāt change who I am. Ironically, I loved being a woman. I loved my hair, my dresses, my makeup, my jewellery, the way some guys looked at me, I loved me. Although, something didnāt fit. I loved being a woman but something wasnāt right. I dressed goth, and then when I got home I dressed masculine. Even then, something didnāt click.
Then one day I was in middle school and I saw this girl named Maddy in my class. She was joking with a few of the boys in our class. She put her hair in her hat and made herself look like a boy and all the boys went āWoah! You really do look like a boyā and I was like āHuh, I wanna try that.ā
So, I went home that day and messed around with it for a bit. Something felt better in me. I couldnāt explain it because I didnāt know what being trans was or what it meant. I went out like that any chance I could, unless I was around a boy or any preppy girls because I didnāt wanna get made fun of.
Eventually, one time in the store when I was walking away with my cousin from the register (still cis and in denial. Still an egg) the man at the register went āHave a good day, boys!ā and we looked at each other and started laughing. Like omg, they called me a boy but Iām not a boy, right? It felt good & right.
You see, it wasnāt the dysphoria that made me figure out I was trans but the euphoria I felt from being called a man.
We have this heavy focus on the dysphoria (which I completely understand for people) but people forget about the euphoria too. I felt like something finally clicked but I couldnāt explain it.
That was until I started getting flooded with Trans TikToks and JammiDodger in my YouTube FYP and I was like āHaha, this is me. Wait-ā
I didnāt realise I was trans until about 2020. Before I came out, (Oh, god, help me.. idk what egg me was thinking. I was so obvious..)I asked my mother while we were pulling into Walmart if I could get a binder and sheās like āWhatās that?ā and I said āOh, to keep my chest flat. Since you know I love acting. So, do you think I could get one for when I play male roles? That way people couldnāt see that Iām a girl? Since you know Iām a girl who wants to play a male role.ā
āHmm, well sure, we can definitely do that. Weāll just have to see what I have to work with.ā I was like hell yeah! I didnāt technically come out to my mother while I was in high school. She sorta just found out because she noticed everyone called me by my first trans name that I picked out and I was like āUh- ITāS A NICKNAME BECAUSE I LOOK LIKE A CERTAIN ANIME CHARACTER WITH THE SAME NAME-ā I literally panicked.
Eventually, I kinda became like THE trans guy at my academy and since she was my English teacher, she found out through the words going around the school. It took her a while but she made it. We went and got the big chop. My hair was about three feet to four feet long and now itās in the same style as Tony Starkās hair or maybe even Shawn Spencerās. Just that category of hair style. Lol. Itās very short now. I remember when she let me borrow her phone and I saw she changed my phone contact from my deadname to my old trans name. I took a picture of that and I still have it.
My name has since changed and I donāt have the same trans name I started out with. Sheās still trying to switch over to using Anthony. Sheās better than she used to be. I donāt mind being called by my old trans name per se but I just wish my name currently would be used more if that makes sense.
My mother is fully supportive of me now and we even got a pride cake a few days after my birthday (17th of June) because some dipshit at a store a town over threw a fit and destroyed a bakerās Pride cakes. Yeah, call US the snowflakes and yet you throw a fit about a rainbow on a cake? Yeah, okay. Lol. We got it from my mumās friend who was giving pride cakes away to queer families after she found out about the incident.
Knowing that I have such supportive people means the world to me, but I know in some places that I go in the world, they wonāt always be there to protect me. So, with that Iāve had to keep my guard up and protect myself.
I hope one day society will get to a place where we view everyone as people and that weāre all human. The LGBTQIA+ people weāve lost will never be forgotten and weāll always say their names. Please research our queer history. We could all learn stuff from each other.
If youāre ever feeling like your existence means nothing and that the world would be better off without you because of who you are, you are wrong. Your death isnāt something that just happens to you, it happens to everyone around you too. You would be missed because youāre loved and cherished. Knowing that you are also apart of this community with me, already makes me happy that you exist because we need more LGBTQIA+ voices. Our light and colours burn and shine brighter together so please do not go anywhere.
Thank you for existence. I love you. Iām proud of you for coming this far and weāll go even further. We just have to make it through today. One day at a time. Everything will be okay and everything will turn out the way itās supposed to.
If ANY of you are in need of immediate help please seek out The Trevor Project. They offer immediate help. Itās completely free and you can either text or call. Iāll leave a link for you below.
If youāve made it to the end of this HUGE vent/rant, Iāll be sure to fluff some pillows for your eyes and get them some nice blankets because they must be tired as hell after reading this.
If you could reblog this so other LGBTQIA+ people who feel sad this pride could feel seen or just wanna reblog it for pride, please do!
If anyone can reblog this too with any other stories about their queer & trans experience or any other helpful info for LGBTQIA+ people & youth, that would also be really helpful!!
You are always safe on my blog. šā§ļøš³ļøāšš³ļøāā§ļøšµšøšøš©šØš©
We can all benefit from helping each other, so also if you are able - please donate and help Operation Olive Branch for the people of Palestine, Sudan, and Congo! Remember, no one is free until weāre all free!! So, Iāll leave the link to their link tree here -
Link to Trevor Project here! They provide a lot of good info if you wanna research stuff too! -
The ethical omens md... Omg....... Ily
Aw thank you!! I promise there will be more! Iāve just been sick with Covid recently (for the fifth time. Lol.) so Iāve been taking some time to recover. Iām so happy you and everyone has been enjoying this little crossover!!! Itās been super fun!
If anyone has any ideas of what scenarios that Angel!Wilson and Demon!House should be put in, let me know!! Iām always happy to hear everyoneās ideas.
I do have a few mini comic ideas in mind. I just need to get my health (physical and mental) in check. That way I can have better upload time!
For now, Iāll be posting some messy little Ethical Omens MD doodles that Iāve done on my phone until I feel up to using my tablet again.
Iāll try and get part 2 to Houseās fall uploaded soon!
Again thank you to everyone who has enjoyed the crossover so far!! Hereās some messy little phone doodles in the meantime! ššš
(Aaa. I forgot to add the glow to Houseās eyes. Oops. Itāll be in the next doodle, I promise!)
PLEASE REBLOG!! My friend and others have worked really hard on this so I'd love it if you'd support them all and read!! I have just started reading it and it's so good! I know you'd all enjoy it. [:
Here's another drawing to add to my first frame from earlier. My inspiration has been peeked. Once again it has been amazing working with such beautiful and kind artists. I am very lucky to be apart of the group project "Let There Be Frames." Hope you enjoy!! šš
In regards of the Trump government scraping all trans inclusion in its queer information portion of its websites I have made this thing. Spread the word. Don't let them pretend we never existed.
P.S: Don't like! Reblog! <3
EDIT: Well this got a lot of attention! I got a few users asking to print or repost my art and I am unimaginably grateful to everyone's interest, especially since it's a really simple drawing I made on a whim haha! Anyone who is looking to print these out to hang or hand out or repost on another platform is free to do so, although I ask you to credit me and let people know it's from my Tumblr profile! If anyone wishes to do anything else with my art or post and wants to clarify what I consent to then they can message me privately and I'll explain! <333 all my love to my queer siblings
EDIT: I made an LGBTQIA+ version with a focus on trans and intersex folks, it's on my pinned if you prefer this version of the acronym.
More (House MD x Good Omens) Ethical Omens MD art!! I decided to use my actyal art tablet today. So, I didn't have to use my fingers to draw this time. Lol. The quality is a bit better. There will be more mini comics of them to come!
What should we call them? Unethical Husbands or Inethical Husbands? A few reblogs of prior art made me think about it.
Anyways, enjoy!! ššš
Another W.I.P piece of mine. It's a redraw of a few years ago. I tried doing the same picture, the first one turned out okay but I am pretty proud of this one. I love painting realism. I'm still trying to establish an art style that I can do on a daily basis that's quick but I love doing these every now and again.
Tony/Al/Luci/Lucifer- He/Him They/Them š³ļøāā§ļøš³ļøāš ā ļøDigital Artist. Love all things House MD, Psych, Hannibal, Good Omens, Grimm, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, and Sherlock Holmes. Please enjoy your stay on my blog. š
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