I Thought You Were The Answer To Everything.

“I’m in the mood for solitude, but for you, I’ll make room.”

— Bruce Adler

anecdote of the pig, tory adkisson // achilles & partoclus // house of dragon, 1x07 // plainwater, anne carson // the truth about forever, sarah dessen // lighthousekeeping, jeanette winterson

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

Internal Persecutor

An Internal Persecutor is an alter who's persecutory behaviors target the system itself, whether it be other alters or otherwise internally. [An Internal Persecutor typically doesn't target those outside the body.]

coined by @destructionsys !! flag by @littlest-bugz [aka us!]

BASIC COLOR MEANINGS

Dark Red ; The negative feelings associated with being a persecutor

Medium Red ; The pain caused to the system by the persecutory behaviors

Bright Red ; The persecutory behaviors the persecutor participates in

Black ; The targeting of the system

White ; The safety those on the outside have

Light Grey ; Representing the system as a whole, all alters in the system

Dark Grey ; Representing the pain inflicted on other alters of the system

Darkest Grey ; Representing the negative feelings towards the system.

not mad just outside your house with a gun

(You’ve chosen to not remember this part.)

Always stuck on the other side of the glass. Can never cross paths, except by violence.

median culture is always being the same guy but also not the guy who did that, and not the guy who was here a few minutes ago but also being that guy always.

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