(You’ve Chosen To Not Remember This Part.)

Learning so much about myself as I sit in the discomfort of my past

Spider plushies by plaything_co

kaveh akbar, 'calling a wolf a wolf' // doc luben, 'love letters or suicide notes' // @/nutnoce, tumblr // 'my body's made of crushed little stars', mitski // @/ojibwa, tumblr // 'spring', mary oliver

Where did everything go wrong again

Ernest Hemingway, from his novel titled "A Farewell To Arms," originally publ. in 1929

my daily habit of continuing on

Anaïs Nin, Delta of Venus, originally published: 1977

living in a constant haze, walking through the world as if nothing was real

“I am always between two worlds, always in conflict. I would like sometimes to rest, to be at peace, to choose a nook, make a final choice, but I can't. Some nameless, undescribable fear and anxiety keeps me on the move. On certain evenings like this, I would like to feel whole. Only a half of me is sitting by the fire.”

— Anaïs Nin, from “The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 1: 1931-1934.”