Unstableflames

who up feeling like an open wound that will never heal

Internal Persecutor

An Internal Persecutor is an alter who's persecutory behaviors target the system itself, whether it be other alters or otherwise internally. [An Internal Persecutor typically doesn't target those outside the body.]

coined by @destructionsys !! flag by @littlest-bugz [aka us!]

BASIC COLOR MEANINGS

Dark Red ; The negative feelings associated with being a persecutor

Medium Red ; The pain caused to the system by the persecutory behaviors

Bright Red ; The persecutory behaviors the persecutor participates in

Black ; The targeting of the system

White ; The safety those on the outside have

Light Grey ; Representing the system as a whole, all alters in the system

Dark Grey ; Representing the pain inflicted on other alters of the system

Darkest Grey ; Representing the negative feelings towards the system.

Khalym Kari Burke-Thomas, from ‘Carib Woman, 1818′

“I’m not too gone to be healed, am I? / I’m not too gone am I?”

— Alice Notley, from In the Pines

you’re in her dms, i’m on her dni, we are not the same

there’s a part of me that isn’t the same anymore.