All My Problems Will Be Solved Once I'm Under 40kgs

heyy 💗✨️ today my vacation is over and my classes are finally back, i'm starting the 7th semester of college and med school in Brazil lasts 6 years, so i'm officially on the second half of my studies 🥳

by the way, i made my lunches for the week (: each one has 167kcal and 24g of protein

on friday i'm going to my bestie's town to visit so I'll probably delete tumblr for the week i'm there so she doesn't see it.......

i ate a tea spoon of a coconut sweet my mom left in the fridge (it was all it had left), then i found a little condensed milk in an old can, anyways, it triggered me

but God knows how i had a glimpse of consciousness and realized i was eating a slice of cheese WITH creamcheese on it like ? i just looked at it and said nope - i'm assuming my little binge had around 200kcal and i'm laughing at myself

i just ate a cookie so maybe i'll kms

do i really want to be a doctor??? bc why the fck its 1am and i'm studying i just want to sleep to wake up skinnier 😭😭

just ate a 320kcal of a healthy little lunch + 3 candies

i'll have another 100kcal for dinner, i'm so excited for todayy

on our 6 am walk

ok i did a little metab weekend - ~900kcal each day

lets see how i lose my period weight

“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child

it’s kinda funny to see Tyra Banks gain weight considering how much she liked to bully those girls on her show about their weights lol