will | 18 | he/him | college student (rip) | artist | itgo brainrotter | music enjoyer
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Latest Posts by vaampiricdecay - Page 2
oh god he's lost control again
5/18/24
Pls help my sister pay her bills on time! I'm kinda living on about 40 bucks rn so I can't do anything. she's autistic and indigenous (Pottawatomie), living alone getting by on etsy sales.
v*nmo: Jamie-Lewis-297
c*sh*pp: jllewis111 (lowercase L's)
p*ypal: onsecretwings@gmail.com
pls b00st! we'll be fine soon but she needs help now.
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hey as many of yall may know im currently homeless and without a family. homelessness was my only option of leaving my extremely abusive home as no one else could take me in and i couldnt afford a home. it was either that, or staying in that house where my parents have repeatedly threatened to kill me, or me finally killing myself.
ive been struggling a lot, and to top it all off, my airpods fell out of my picket as i was getting on the bus and were completely crushed on the road. all i could grab was my case as that was the only thing intact, and even then that was ruined.
as you can imagine im exhausted and cant handle more bad things happening to me. i just want to be happy and keep the nice things im trying so hard to cling onto since this all happened.
that being said, if you could spare a couple bucks thatd be greatly appreciated. a majority of my money goes to food, clothes, and saving up for an apartment.
venmo: @adonnies
cashapp: $GodAdonis15
ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/shounenheart
this song is my hype man
my art is finally in the exhibition!!!!!
I'm so happy :)
meltdown diaries #1
why is finding friends so hard i don't understand. I don't think I've had a friend irl or even really talked to someone my age in 2 years. I dont know what's so wrong with me. I'm 17, I'm supposed to have sorted this out by now. I don't know how to fix myself, I swear I've grown in these two years. don't know if it's my autism again but i just need friends. I like friends. I like talking. I have autistic peers at college and they have friends, but they all have their own groups and I feel like I don't fit. i just need something, someone. theres no clubs where I live so I don't even know where to find friends. the only thing I have is work college and my bed, and I can't go on like this. I just need the world to be gentle, just for once. I just want to laugh with someone who isn't my 15 year old sister who has to talk to me because we live in the same house. Im just tired, so tired. feel like I'll be alone forever, and I swear I'm a better person. I'm just shy. I wish I was normal, but it's always been this way, and it always will
So embarrassing but who cares. But so embarrassing but who cares but it’s so embarrassing but also who cares but it really is embarrassing but really who cares BUT it’s so embarrassing though probably nobody cares but it’s embarrassing asf and nobody cares but
I know it’s not hard to point out reactionaries hypocrisy when it comes to like safe spaces or hug boxes or whatever but genuinely how much of an echo chamber do you have to exist in for you to think this is a reasonable thing to say
COME W ME TO INVERNESS :333
on the bus, listening to alesana and I'm super fucking happy cause it's a double decker and my audhd loves sitting at the top of these things
WE'RE HERE and yes this was taken in a toilet... who cares?
SCREECHING. got unknown pleasures by joy division but also really wanted all the plushies in HMV that I couldn't get :( they were all so fucking expensive :(
scran. also had a cig while I was at it... so, super fun. also the lentil chips STUNK. SO BAD. I mean I know it says cheddar cheese on the front but god damn
read itgo for a while on my tablet, got to chapter 15 so will be updating the 'rereading itgo' posts on @zaachknight
grabbed some more scran after walking around the works and waterstones... and maybe HMV again.
got the 6pm bus back and got back to my town around half 7 so goals.
then got the bus back home and literally just went to sleep I was so tired :/
sometimes I think "wtf is going on with these swifties they're fucking mental" and then remember that I was one between the ages of 3 and 11 so it's really not that deep
hot artists don't gatekeep
I've been resource gathering for YEARS so now I am going to share my dragons hoard
Floorplanner. Design and furnish a house for you to use for having a consistent background in your comic or anything! Free, you need an account, easy to use, and you can save multiple houses.
Comparing Heights. Input the heights of characters to see what the different is between them. Great for keeping consistency. Free.
Magma. Draw online with friends in real time. Great for practice or hanging out. Free, paid plan available, account preferred.
Smithsonian Open Access. Loads of free images. Free.
SketchDaily. Lots of pose references, massive library, is set on a timer so you can practice quick figure drawing. Free.
SculptGL. A sculpting tool which I am yet to master, but you should be able to make whatever 3d object you like with it. free.
Pexels. Free stock images. And the search engine is actually pretty good at pulling up what you want.
Figurosity. Great pose references, diverse body types, lots of "how to draw" videos directly on the site, the models are 3d and you can rotate the angle, but you can't make custom poses or edit body proportions. Free, account option, paid plans available.
Line of Action. More drawing references, this one also has a focus on expressions, hands/feet, animals, landscapes. Free.
Animal Photo. You pose a 3d skull model and select an animal species, and they give you a bunch of photo references for that animal at that angle. Super handy. Free.
Height Weight Chart. You ever see an OC listed as having a certain weight but then they look Wildly different than the number suggests? Well here's a site to avoid that! It shows real people at different weights and heights to give you a better idea of what these abstract numbers all look like. Free to use.
DONT STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE! DONT STOP TAKING ABOUT GAZA!
DONT LET THEM MAKE YOU FORGET!!
posting the pic in question cause it's so cute
was looking through old pics for a thing for college and I just realised that I've done a full 360 in like 10 years lmfao. 7 year old me loved silly little boyband one direction, 17 year old me loves silly little fictional boyband saturday
was looking through old pics for a thing for college and I just realised that I've done a full 360 in like 10 years lmfao. 7 year old me loved silly little boyband one direction, 17 year old me loves silly little fictional boyband saturday
I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT
To prove something to a friend, please
REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES
LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES
Lots to do in a short amount of time
Now that an immediate ceasefire has been called, we have a limited amount of time to get things done before Israel plans to bomb Rafah again so we have to hustle, people.
We have established that two things are most critical at this point to help Palestine start gaining stability.
Make the temporary ceasefire into a permanent one.
Cut off Israel’s supply of ammunition and money from U.S.
I know that it’s a big ask, but over a million Palestinians are counting on us to help them make it happen and we promised them that we would stand by them until the end so let’s make good on that promise.
The United Nations Security Council has finally approved a ceasefire agreement so now we have to push forward for a permanent one. You don’t have to tell me that it doesn’t matter to Israel as they will just ignore it, I know that they don’t care. I just don’t want for the U.N to have an excuse to be passive again and decide that it’s time to stop using the carrot and finally use the stick to spank Israel because bad children need punishment.
With the relationship between the U.S and Israel being on the rocks, you could say that it’s a waiting game for Sugardaddy to cut off their spoiled brat’s allowance, but there’s the matter if it will happen before the 9th of April? We need to use every legal means possible to hasten the process of making it illegal for the U.S to give anymore military aid in this conflict.
Every day we are getting closer and closer to put an end to this madness and the Palestinians are closer than ever to gain their freedom. So let’s work harder than ever before.
a little willow sized disaster
Jumping on the bandwagon woo-hoo
no spam reblog or spam comment ;P
For every 100 reblogs I'll drink another bottle of water
10 reblogs: Go to bed before midnight tonight
50 reblogs: I'll make my bed in the mornings for a week
75 reblogs: I'll work on getting accommodations for my autism at school
125 reblogs: I'll work in upping my failing grade in math
150 reblogs: I'll work on my dopamine addiction and get help
200 reblogs: I'll post my art that I've been self conscious about posting
1k reblogs: I'll be really happy :0
Pinging moots so there's at least a small chance of any of these happening xd
@calimewzz @annotated-catastrophe @glitched-out-dusk @life-is-okay-rn
children are starving at the fastest rate that the world has ever known
that moment when you look in the mirror and the derealization sets in
happy international womens day! remember that there are palestenian women in need of feminine hygiene products! you can donate here, and the cheapest tier is 5$!
if you can't donate, reblog! doing something is better than doing nothing! remember to keep talking, keep calling and keep donating! from the river to the sea, PALESTINE WILL BE FREE!! 🇵🇸
