this is for my use. I updated my old rules to be more restrictive.
1) 500 calorie limit
2) one meal a day. Eat at 11:30. must fast 24 hours everyday
3) weigh in everyday.
Comment yours I'm lawful ednos and chaotic anorexic lol
1 week- scale starts to change minorly
2 weeks- scale starts to change majorly
3 weeks- minor change in face
4 weeks- minor change in stomach
5 weeks- change in legs
Be patient.
Me logging back into ED tumblr after spending a month binging and calling it “recovery”
“She came back from summer looking gaunt and sick, clearly not well, but oh god her body dropped jaws”.
stomach: empty
bladder: full
wallet: safe
“Sherlock would totally deduce me as an alcoholic…” - I think to myself as I fumble with my phone charger for 5 minutes in the dark.
REASONS NOT TO EAT
1. so you’ll never be the fat american tourist
2. so your thighs will never chafe
3. so you can wear size 0 or 00 jeans
4. to never feel like you’re losing the looks competition ever again
5. so your face won’t be so round when you smile
6. so you won’t get that mini muffin top when you wear sports shorts
7. to prove to everyone that you really do have an ed and they should take it seriously
8. i hate the shape of my breasts and if i lose enough weight they’ll look better or just shrink away and not have enough weight to have the shape i hate
9. so my options aren’t letting my thighs squish out or letting every see my leg fat hang down every time i sit
reminder from me to you: unclench your jaw, soften your forehead & relax your shoulders
take care of yourself and stay safe in this scary time, lovelies xoxo
Why are so many of us with eds queer?? Like is it just me noticing this??? ilysm gay anas 🥺💝