I'm just gay, Dont mind me :3 | 18 | Fujoshi and Otome Enjoyer
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So i might get some hate about this but at this point idfc im so tired
Unpopular opinion but, can we PLEASE bring back to OG definition of proshippers?? I feel like people changed the definition when getting into fandoms became more "mainstream" (HEAVY quotation marks).
Before you comment allow me to educate you. A proshipper is someone who is into shipping in fandom originally created from x-files in the 90s (this website has more information but thats just a long story short definition)
Technically the people you dont want interacting with your profile is someone who is a darkshipper (even thats fucking pushing it). If youre curious (this might get me some hate but again idfc) Im a Comshipper (for me im more into the complicated/complex relationships such as unhealthy attachments and toxic relationships but i do love me some fluff)
While yes i can see where proship can mean Problematic ships but again thats what a darkship is. Its its own thing. I just wish that people didnt change the meaning of something thats been established SINCE THE FUCKING 90s. And seem to completely forget that meaning, like??
I understand the weirdos that ship weird shit, i have my fair share of ships i dislike. But personally as a Comshipper i have a nuance perspective on my ships that are like that, i understand it may not be healthy but i understand WHY its unhealthy and know not to do that or look for that (boo istg dont mention my love life rn)
This needed to be said as someone who has a friend who is an OG definition of proshipper. But i will be a safe space (as long as you arent weird) for anyone. Anyways rant over, again please do some research or look at the link (<- same link just added again) i provided before leaving a comment.
you mean to tell me X fried those chickens????
heheeeee teeheeeeeee
SWEET! ill tag you :3
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I think part of the reason Iβm so obsessed with MXTXβs works is the way that each story seems to hold you gently as say βYour kindness mattered. It didnβt alleviate the suffering, it did not undo the pain. But your kindness mattered.β
Kindness could not erase Luo Bingheβs abuse, but it changed the story into a kinder one.
Kindness did not stop Wei Wuxianβs death, but it did save a-Yuan.
Kindness did not undo Xie Lianβs suffering, but it renewed his sincerity to help others.
Kindness did not change the entire world, but it helped create a softer future.
Its such a nice message, that maybe kindness will not protect you, maybe you donβt see the outcome of it, but you should still try to be kind, and I love that honestly.
all the time
I love how Xie Lian just. lets Hua Cheng carry him during the battle with General Milestone in season one. Xie Lian lets San Lang treat him like a princess, refusing to let his beloveds feet be sullied by filth. Xie Lian could absolutely get down if he wanted to and beat the general himself.
Rating - Mature (themes used)
Fandom - Obey me
Pairings - Mephistopheles/Mammon, Diavolo/Lucifer, Mephistopheles & Diavolo
Characters - Diavolo, Mephistopheles, Lucifer, Mammon
Inspired by this post by @thatweirdkin
Summary - 20 years since the fall of the brothers and since Diavolo has spoken to Mephistopheles he summons him to the castle for a chat about their friendship, and a surprising event that happened between him and Lucifer
Authors note - I became a little obsessed with this idea and couldnt get it out of my head. I will warn this has mentions of grooming (look at OG post to fully understand)
Im aware this isnt the canon order of events and Mephistopheles is slightly OOC (for a reason trust everything i do is for a reason) but hush its a fic let me have my whimsy. I also enjoy how things sometimes have names/dialogue different colors on here sometimes so thats why theyre different colors :3
Might turn this to a full fledged fic (here and Ao3) if it gets enough traction
Inspired playlist
Everything was as it was. Thats what Mephistopheles thought when that angel came into the picture. "Nothing will change between us, I promise" What a lie. Diavolo never lied to Mephistopheles until that dreaded day that good for nothing angel fell. Mephistopheles was always taught from the moment he was born that he was ment to be Diavolos playmate, his best friend. Diavolo was supposed to be his entire reason for exsisting. This wasnt fair. None of this was fair on Mephistopheles. Hes supposed to be the one always on Diavolos side, not that sorry excuse for a right hand.
Mephistopheles was pacing back and forth in his study trying to figure out how to respond to Diavolo.
Diavolo - Hey Mephis, i apologize for not speaking for so long. Come to the castle at your earliest convenience. Please my friend we need to talk.
Diavolo hasnt spoken to him properly in 20 years why now is that changing. Is Lucifer finally leaving? Is he finally giving his place back by his side? Even though he had work to do he decided to take a break to head to Diavolos castle. His mind was racing with whatever Diavolo could want from him to summon him so suddenly. Especially after not speaking to him after 20 years.
Mephistopheles - Im on my way, I shall see you in a moment.
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Mephistopheles knocked on the castles doors. He was hoping that maybe Diavolo would answer the door but alas Barbatos was always going to be the one to greet him. "Hello Mephistopheles, Diavolo is in his study. Would you like me to lead you there?" Barbatos bowed his head allowing the Duke to walk inside. "No need Barbatos, I remember where it is. Thank you." Mephistopheles returned the head bow, while unnecessary, Barbatos did help raise him and Diavolo. He made his way to Diavolos study that he remembered very vividly. The desk that Diavolo would always sit at whenever he walked through the door. The fire that Diavolo would put on in the winter months with his magic. The couch they would eventually sit on sharing a bottle of demonus laughing and eventually start play fighting. Those were the beautiful days that Mephistopheles remembered so fondly. The days when Diavolo didnt replace him with an angel. The days where Diavolo actually cared about him.
He knocked on the door to Diavolos office to hear a voice that he missed dearly. "Come in." Without second thought Mephistopheles opened the door and was greated by Diavolos familiar smile, and Lucifer sitting on Diavolos desk infront of the crowed prince. "Mephistopheles! Im glad your here. Luci we can continue this conversation later tonight is that alright with you? I wish to speak with Mephistopheles alone." Diavolo got up and placed a hand on Lucifers thigh. "Of course my lord. I shall see you tonight." Lucifer got down from the desk and started to leave the room. "Mephistopheles." He bowed his head some and left the room shutting the door behind him.
"Its good to see you Mephis. I've really missed you." Diavolo walked over to give his old friend a hug but Mephistopheles crossed his arms and was obviously upset. "This is how you greet me after not speaking to me for twenty years?" the duke tried to have a playful tone to his voice but he couldnt hide his obvious pain that snuck out every now and then. How could he not be upset, the man he cared about replaced him with an angel that could ruin his reputation and may not even care about the prince the way that he did. "I understand that you are upset... Rightfully so, but please understand my friend. My father fell asleep right after the brothers fell leaving me with no guidance, I was so stressed that i accidentally cut you out of my life. I deeply apologize." Diavolo put his hand out signalling him to sit down so they could have a proper chat.
Mephistopheles took this moment to take a good look at Diavolo. His hair was as it always was but something different about the way he looked at him. Those golden eyes had something hiding in them and on devils name was Mephistopheles going to figure it out. Mephistopheles sat down on the couch in his usual spot. The strange thing was that it felt the same from the last time that he sat there. "Does Lucifer not sit here?" Mephistopheles looked at Diavolo who sat down next to him on his right. "No the chair next to mine at my desk is where he sits, when we relax we're typically at the chess table or in my bedroom. Now the reason why i asked you to be here." Mephistopheles held Diavolos hand, when he looked down he noticed something strange. On his ring finger was a silver ring with vine engravings and blue sapphires. Mephistopheles was surprised, Diavolo never wore silver, he always wore gold. Come to think of it Lucifer had a gold ring on the same finger.
"Diavolo why are yoy wearing a ring?" Mephistopheles looked at Diavolo who smiled gently. "Thats one of the reasons why i wanted to speak to you. Not the main reason though but I wanted you to be the first to know. Lucifer and I are together, he allowed me to tell you after a few years of convincing though." Diavolo chuckled with the same smile. "Im sorry... A few years? When did you two get together." Mephistopheles felt his heart drop. He was dating Lucifer, sure it was fine but Lucifer? The man that caused a war, the man that had him replaced. Diavolo thought for a moment and had a guilty look on his face. "Ok dont be mad, three years after he fell" Mephistopheles looked at Diavolo shocked. Diavolo wasnt looking at him instead his golden eyes focusd on the ring on his finger smiling. "Now the reason-" Mephistopheles stood up and looked spoke without speaking. "You would date a rust blood but wouldnt even bother calling me back?!" Diavolo stood up also and put his hands on Mephistopheles shoulders. "Thats... Why i asked you to come... We need to talk about our relationship" Mephistopheles backed away. "Whats there to talk about... You abandoned me for-" Diavolo raised his voice. "Call him anything other than his name and you can forget about having this conversation!"
Mephistopheles looked at Diavolo who wasnt happy in the slightest. "He has a name and you will refer to him as such." Mephistopheles looked down and sighed. He knew Lucifers name, but he couldnt bring himself to say it, his anger couldnt bring himself to say the name of the man that cuased his replacement, that caused Diavolo to stop caring about him. "Fine... You abandoned me for Lucifer. What more is there to say?" Mephistopheles looked at Diavolo and saw that he looked hurt. It had been years since he had seen Diavolo give that same look to him specifically. "You think i abandoned you? Yes i ghosted you but I didnt abandon you Mephis, I'm sorry you feel like I did but that was never my intention." Diavolo steped back towards his friend to fully talk to him. "Let me explain please, then i will allow you to speak your mind." Mephistopheles looked at Diavolo, the look in his eyes were a mix of guilt and pitty. "Alright fine explain."
"I was speaking to Luci the other day about how i missed you and ive come to realize something with his help. Our relationship isn't healthy for either of us. You were conditioned to satisfy my every whim, you were also conditioned to be forced to not only respect me but to be put on this pedistal that I am above not only your wellbeing but also everything." Mephistopheles looked at Diavolo. He wasnt conditioned to feel this way, he felt this way on his own, sure his father Astaroth reminded him to make sure he didnt say no to Diavolo but he never said no to the King so he thought it was just normal. "Diavolo I dont know what you're talking about, I was not conditioned to do anything of the sorts my feelings for you are my own." Mephistopheles heard Diavolos sigh and started to get frustrated. "I loved you! I love you Diavolo. And you replace me with someone who barley knew you when you two met? What about me?! I spent every day with you. I spent every hour by your side, i worship the ground you stand on. I dont understand what Lucifer has that i dont!"
Diavolo grabbed Mephistopheles arms and pulled him close to him, Mephistopheles felt the warmth that radiated from his body, the warmth that Mephistopheles has missed over these 20 years. "Listen to yourself! Listen to what you are saying! I dont want that! I love you yes but thats not the love either of us want or need! I needed a friend i have people who already listen to my every whim. Which is why i was so drawn to Lucifer when we first met, he was hesitant about my idea and told me, Lucifer not only treats me like a person, he sees me as a person not just the prince of devildom. You need to understand that." Mephistopheles thought about what he said. He thought long and hard, finally letting his words sink in. He looked up at Diavolo who smiled gently seeing that he finally understood what he was saying. "I thought I was doing well... I just wanted to hear your praise and hear you say that you cared about me" Mephistopheles put his head on Diavolos shoulder. "Its alright my friend. You know now, im sorry for only realizing now before it became to much. Consider this our fresh start we can start over from here and go forward" Diavolo hugged Mephistopheles who hugged back and they stayed like that for a while.
It would take a while for Mephistopheles to stop trying to be so close to Diavolo but as long as Diavolo stays paicent with him, hes sure he would be able to. Maybe be could move on and find someone on his own terms instead of having Diavolo tell him to date. Maybe one day.
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Authors note - I will make this a full fic if you guys want me to. But only if other people want i wont bother if not. (I do have some ideas if I do continue but yeah feel free to comment or repost ideas if you have.)
I absolutely love this idea sm, i might make a fic based off this (with permission)
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Listen. All I'm saying is Hua Cheng might be a little bit more ok with E-Ming (who is my favorite crybaby btw) going on adventures with Xie Lian if he could see out of E-Ming.
Also I'm convinced that Xie Lian gives Hua Cheng the silent treatment everytime he's too mean to E-Ming
mikayuu version
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does anyone else heavily fw this genre of ships
any recs similar to them!!
that chin hold scene tho
So apparently ons was never actually cancelled after s2??? It's still possible we'll get s3??? PLEASE I AM BEGGING
Imagine chapter 90 animated I-
"Can't two guys be just friends?" If they stop looking at each other like that then sure
yakumo, beloved snoy
my first and last time drawing mocheal an luciferππ
BLEP~
MY SON~
Ok i should have posted that I was gonna play this game to see what Version to play because your boy needed more characters to be gay for so i saw this and went "you know what hell yeah"
Got the game and was debating downloading it on my mac. Got in the car started playing it. Clicked continue for the uncensored because mama didn't raise no bitch. Quickly closed out of it because my family has a habit of asking what im doing and looking over my shoulder. Should have taken the warning more seriously but again mama didnt raise no bitch
I'll update how things are going on sunday. Also could have sworn one character sounded like Lucifer from obey me but it could have been my obey me rotted brain
fellas is it gay for your rival to identify that someone is impersonating you with merely getting punched? yes it is gay
Decided to make myself a Zagan poster fit my wall.
(Guys i really want some WHB friends or moots. My friends who i talk to is either one underaged [hes 16 gonna turn 17 soonish], two have to many gacha games, or three dont wanna play it because its a "freak" game. Guys im desperate to talk about this with someone i cant keep changing my wording and cropping images for boo. I also cant keep getting called a freak by my friends who i love so dearly)
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IIβm reaching out with something really close to my heart. A dear friend and his family are going through an incredibly hard time.
They urgently need support, and even the smallest act of kindness β a share or donation β could make a life changing difference.
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Luke: *accidentally eats something too spicy so their eyes start to water*
Mammon: Luke, look at me. It's okay. I would die for you. I love you so much. You're the best person I know.
Luke: I'm not crying?
Mammon, hugging Luke's head: Shush baby, it's okay. Simeon is here and they love you with their whole heart.
Itβs just me and my yaoi against this cruel world
he's CRYING?????
COME HERE RIN DON'T BE SCARED :((((
(holds him tenderly even though he's centuries older than me)
Damn this is like my fourth time reposting itβ¦β¦β¦. Iβm a little sheepish about it lul
Edit: IT FINALLY APPEARED IN THE TAGS
Sigh of course, I will say i do like Atsushi and Akutagawa a lot i know im not far but theyre sick as hell.
And as a fujoshi (guys i promise im chill you can look at my account) i will apologize for the fujoshis for not giving our tiger boy enough screentime that he so rightfully deserved
Ok i started reading and watching Bungou Stray Dogs and for the longest time i legit thought that Dazai was the main character not Atsushi. Every content ive seen and even an ex friend i had NEVER talked about Atsushi. I heard his name every now and then but never thought he was the MC! How the hell does the main get outshined by Dazai?!
Dont get me wrong great character I understand the hype around him but come onnnnn. Not even Izuku gets this treatment AND THATS SAYING SOMETHING because some people HATE MHA
If someone in the fandom/has read or watched it for a while can explain why its like this I will say i am only on volume two and episode 10 of season one so things may change. But i really just wanna know how the MC got overshadowed by the side characters