I Wouldn't Really Call It Dysphoria, But Sometimes I Just Get This Really Sudden Awareness (I Think They're

bat, snake, gecko and goat therian flags for my friend @misfit-fox-stuff!!

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call me cringe or cliche or whatever idc I cannot be silenced any longer

as a werewolf, i wanna make out with a vampire sooooo bad you have no idea. like pls bro i need a forbidden were x vamp romance irl right noooww i am on my knees

throwback to that time I was writing a college essay about institutionalized misogyny in western society and (as a joke) wrote "on the other paw" instead of "on the other hand", and forgot to change it before i submitted it

might start referring to myself as a therianthrope, rather than just therian. it really bothers me how much the word therian has come to be associated with gear and quadrobics and being "a tiktok thing", but at the same time it feels wrong to just abandon the word altogether given it's history in the community, so maybe this is a good compromise?

my album known as "monarch of monsters" is available now. check it out here: monarch of monsters

i also wrote a book for it. you may read it here: monarch of monsters novella

the cover art was created by @glacierclear

I think one of the greatest feelings an individual can experience is believing for years that you're fundamentally different from everyone else in the world in some way and that you're the only person alive who experiences something in a particular way, and then one day all of a sudden you stumble onto another person like you and all you can think is "Im not the only one?"

“what’s your tumblr?” not unless you get real cool with a bunch of stuff really quickly

idk if anyone else has done this yet, i feel like it's a pretty obvious combo but i have yet to see it used around the community anywhere else, but uh yeah if this inspires u at all go crazy with it ig 👍

After all these years living in my bipedal body you'd think i would have gotten used to walking upright by now, but no i definitely have not.

It's honestly still such a weird feeling, everything about it just feels so foreign and uncomfortable. Not like, literally physically something is wrong (I do suffer semi frequent back pain, though that's entirely unrelated), but there's no doubt in my mind that my brain is wired to be operating a quadrupedal body, not bipedal. Being upright 24/7 goes against my instincts so intensely, it's one of the main reasons I first realized I was a therian.

Even in my current body, with my short neck and weak arms, it still feels more natural and normal to move on all fours than it does to move on two. It's like there's emergency alarms constantly going off in the back of my brain telling me that something isn't right, almost like that sinking feeling you get when you realize you're seriously injured. It's so jarring.

In a perfect world, I would love to be able to regularly move around using a combination of quadrobics and bipedal movements, kind of like alexias.films over on instagram if you know her. Maybe one of these days i'll work up the nerve to do public quads, there's so many cool places around my city id love to practice at

love to make art about the connection between lycanthropy & transgenderism. 🐾🏳️‍⚧️

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