Improved Version, Bc I Can✨✨

Buck's inner thoughts while watching Eddie leave ft. textposts

Trying to figure out if my social anxiety is a result of my depression or if my depression is a result of my social anxiety

do any of you guys ever think abt how ´i’m afraid i’m never gonna feel normal again’ from eddie means like. he’s afraid he’s never gonna stop hurting, but what that really means is like he doesn’t know how how to cope with all the things he’s been repressing, and normal for him IS repressing those things so he’s afraid that the rest of his life is just going to be awful because he can’t even fathom a life where he isn’t repressing those things and actually copes with them healthily?

bc i do. and i also think abt the fact that for Buck, that sentiment is nearly exactly the same but also completely different. bc for buck, it means i’m afraid i’ve never been normal. i’m afraid that this is permanent and that no one else thinks like i do…

like ugh im not explaining it but Eddie thinks normal IS repression and doesn't know how to live without it, and Buck thinks he's never been normal

Buck: Do we know exactly how Bobby survived?

Chim: Yeah because we were infected at the same time, and he was fine for most of it?

Hen: His golden blood kept him safe. And even though it was a super strain, changing the way the disease spreads diminished its lethality.

Ravi: So it wasn't airborne after all?

Eddie: I was wondering about that. The regular CCHF spreads through insect bites or contact with fluids of another infected human.

Hen: Yeah, the super strain tried to change that and made it more unstable in the process.

Buck: Hence Cap's zombie routine.

Chim: Well, thank God for Cap's resurrection powers.

Eddie: I guess Cap has his Halloween costume locked in now.

Glad to be of service🫡

Alert me if you do end up writing it ;)

does anyone have any ideas for poolverine fics bc i’m dying to write them but for some reason i can’t think of anything

never ever ever gets old

Starting season 3 now. what the fuck happened to TK and Carlos????? Give them backkkkkkkkkkkkk u gysss :((((

oh hey by the way watching tonight's episode was wild and reminded me that i wrote a fic where tommy taylor accused buck of being in love with eddie so he went to talk to maddie about it and kept talking about how he'd never allowed himself to think about it bc eddie is Straight™

anyway this is just me saying if you'd like to read a fic with that plot you could read finding our way (back home)

which was literally written in the middle of s5 in 2022 lol

Nah, because I've just woke up and I see this?!

I'm so annoyed that most of Eddie and Chris' relationship has been off-screen this season. What happened to the bunch of facetime calls that were supposed to happen??

Last we saw, Chris couldn't stand to talk to his own father, and suddenly, he's supposedly okay with Eddie moving to Texas?!

This entire storyline has been handled so badly from the beginning of season 8! I get that they're limited with Gavin, but surely they could've got him to film a reaction to Eddie telling him this?!

bobby is alive, buddie canon 2025, madney baby no.2, ravi and may main s9