The 911 Campaign To Promote Their Fake Dead Bobby Storyline Is Insane, Y’all. Like, Okay, I Understand

do any of you guys ever think abt how ´i’m afraid i’m never gonna feel normal again’ from eddie means like. he’s afraid he’s never gonna stop hurting, but what that really means is like he doesn’t know how how to cope with all the things he’s been repressing, and normal for him IS repressing those things so he’s afraid that the rest of his life is just going to be awful because he can’t even fathom a life where he isn’t repressing those things and actually copes with them healthily?

bc i do. and i also think abt the fact that for Buck, that sentiment is nearly exactly the same but also completely different. bc for buck, it means i’m afraid i’ve never been normal. i’m afraid that this is permanent and that no one else thinks like i do…

like ugh im not explaining it but Eddie thinks normal IS repression and doesn't know how to live without it, and Buck thinks he's never been normal

Okay but Kaz as a batman villain DO YOU SEE THE VISION??!!?!?!!

Batman VS Everyone

If Batman gets prep time, so does everyone else

my mom saying "i didnt expect you to be into supernatural" as if it doesnt fill the void in my soul for shows that are both procedural and plot driven (to varying extents), can be comedic and serious simultanously, and have 2 homosexual ass male leads who are codependent and toxic and terrible for eachother but also amazing for eachother and theyre also both hot and also kind of acknowledged in canon (the people around them like to joke that theyre together/think they are a couple on first glance).

does everyone remember that one scene where there's an argument about good cop/bad cop parenting and buck and eddie are just sort of standing off to the side. and when someone is like "can't you just both be the good cop" to the parents who were arguing, buck and eddie are (in unison) like Noooo and everyone literally stops saving some guy's life to turn and stare at them. and they don't appear to realize they've said anything strange. okay. so i am rotating that in my mind and i am thinking about how easy it is to assume that buck would be the Good Cop parent in chris's life because it would be easier for him to be the fun dad especially at first when he doesn't have as much of an established role yet. and this is largely true (ie that time eddie has to give buck the You'd Better Back Me Up look when chris is grounded from playing video games or whatever; and btw the implications of that in the sense of like....... eddie expecting buck to back him up. and the idea of buck being empowered to Not back him up if he wanted to. and chris instinctively knowing this enough to do the "one parent said no so i'm going to ask the other parent" thing that kids do. anyway.) Anyway. i think it is largely true that buck is the fun dad but i also think he is sometimes the serious dad. like he is the one who half the time has the Big Talks with chris when something is going on in their family. and also he is definitely the one who made chris eat his vegetables when he was a kid. because eddie is much quicker to say okay :) let's order pizza. when he doesn't feel like cooking. and buck gives him a Look and eddie is like UGH fine. we'll order a salad with the pizza and chris you'll eat some of it. or else. and then proceed to not actually make him eat it. idk. they're a family. yay.

apologies for the delay. had to make a whole new graph to extend the y-axis because buck will never stop saying this man's name.

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fuck it, i'm curious. reblog and tag with the first fictional death to ever rewrite your brain chemistry and/or make you cry like a baby. mine was ares from the underland chronicles (who, for context, was a giant bat.) to this day i will weep if i think too hard about it. okay, go.

Buck's inner thoughts while watching Eddie leave ft. textposts

me in the gc yesterday joking about bobby being buried alive after being presumed dead and i accidentally have a moment of omniscience

No cuz those were my EXACT thoughts on Athena and Bobby when I first watched too!!!

911 thoughts from a newbie watcher:

spoilers for 1x06 - 1x10

(excuse name errors/spelling mistakes i am not good at remembering shit hence why i want to make this post cause i think it’s fun to do & people might enjoy reading my brain pluckings as i fight to catch up with you all)

- yayayaya chimney is back i missed him! the way he was helping bobby these episodes was melting my heart, i love their friendship so much. also his banter with buck was hilarious i love them so much!

- buck choking on his date with Abby gave me second hand embarrassment lmfao. he’s such a silly goose.

- I am loving athena and hens friendship and gossip sessions though hehe.

- abby and buck doing the deed? while hen and her no good ex are at it too? no comment. i appreciate abby and buck being there for one another’s comfort but i don’t like them as a situationship, no thank you. im not sad she’s going to travel, it’s cute she’s gonna live her life and do things to make herself happy.

- athena almost got chopped up?? leave my girl alone the fuck?? her goodbye to her husband hurt my heart, she deserves all good things in life and i wanna keep her safe. ALSO her getting cuffed doing the nasty with that hot guy was hilarious, hen is a real one for saving her ass bahahaha

- Bobby talking about reaching 148 and then leaving…. this man keeps making me so sad. I want him to be happy let this man be happy for fks sake :(( im glad he’s getting himself out there and going on dates though hehe he deserves the best! chimney giving him a little pep talk was too sweet, i love their friendship so much. BOBBY THROWING AWAY HIS LIST??

- that motorcycle call… that was the first scene to make me cry. that hurt, especially bobby and athena’s reaction to it.

- ATHENA AND BOBBY??? I DIDNT SEE THAT COMING BUT IM SO HERE FOR IT

i have no future predictions tbh, but i hope athena and bobby last cause they could be so cute together and i hope abby stays away for a long time :))