Okay? I believe in disciplining. I am gonna isolate myself from web tomorrow outside of uploading the rest of toubou videos on my channel. I was thinking about few other stuff… in short, I have 4 more non-touhou videos to upload, a bunch of touhou videos and few schizobabble nonsense that I probably will chose not to upload till later.
I was thinking of uploading the other shit with erotic novel reviews but I’ve reconsidered it to be awful and shameful to large extent. I am sure people can tolerate stuff like that but only if I look normie already. Anyway, review of taimanin will probably never be uploaded any time soon.
It is my duty to return chudpol.ru to its original glory.
This supposed to be funny.
🤓🤓🤓
now i have to download a pedo program. fucking man.
I feel bad today very sick
Carbs and water are important
I am loosing weight but too extremely abd drank too much protein.
Its sad
>your flag appeal has been denied
I am quite angry to say the least.
Umikaze i-19
like if we take the oppai lolis from azur lane
what is the power? i mean what is that makes them good in bad way
because i would love t owrite stories that are innoecnt with i19
but
thats crazy
no shit bro wtf
bunny ears or dog ears
plus oppai happy face and this nice friendliness
all of it is so bad together....... I wish I could think of this character in such way to make her be treated well.
but my brain becomes rliek AAAAAAAGh
i was searching and found most shortstacks seem to be more concentrated in sakura empire's, but shortstacks are bad as signals of love because its wallking boobs basically
there is so much focus on chest even if you put camera away metters the boobs still look like theyre focus
but its not the only issue it is other appealing parts put in that listen guys my brain cant expalin it
All I want is to write this characters justly like ariake and i19 and ayase but... two huge ass bags are in my eyes disrtupting
how do I keep it in check when uh
Random strangers keep wishing me birthday. I dont know how I feel about it.
I was thinking that it doesnt matter. There are people who are used and I was thinking nobody cares anyway. It is more about being seen by others in that way than it is about wishing something to the other, the later is more of mental illness when mentioned.
I feel tired. I don’t think I will play any more touhou any time soon. I call it Phase 1. Like mcu movies. I’ve finished playing the “phase 1” and I shall upload the videos.
But I feel so tired just now… that boss was hard… The idea that there is harder version of that boss fight depresses me further. I bet it is just one, no, its probably hard as hell. i remember playing Solgryn boss, the thing you don’t get people is that the longer the boss is the harder it is to master the patterns and memorize the latest one. I was very bad at simon says, memory wise I am lazy hikkimori so sorry.
That said, one guy reallt sent me a very long happy birthday letter. I don’t understand, you people.
Tomorrow i promise i will force myself to love leg day.
My biggest problem
Is my retardness.
I can think of one idea then my brain is like “this idea is good okay…” its like brain wants to quit on things as quickly as possible and doesnt like to store the problem inside itself. Why am I so lazy?
I should have played simon says more hahaha lol but seriously. Maybe it is that things have become waaaaay too encouraging towards fast paced low effort spam instead. Technology and the cattle want braindead and I myself turn into braindead smart people will be more braindead as they are in the effect, basically all retards make others retard slowly because because thats information overflow.
So much information but little desire to process SHIT. which made my brain give up long ago and thats why i can never finish a script for sennen aigis erotic story, so instead i decided to paste it here. Because I thought i just thought… you can give
Your take.