Banana Flavor Doesnt Go Well With Creatine:(
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since I am such crazy chatterbox and tumblr is supposed to be this library of "cool things"
you might enjoy some references to silent hill.
eLAB X Static Goldmine 4 Sound Library.
It doesn’t seem in our world anyone truly cares about it. We are aware and when we are aware we dont particularly follow quality. There’s nothing wrong with living that way, living like a mechanical person, doing same things over and over even though cold to the mind is warmful to your heart, just because of far worse existence as mind that is cruel in its apoptosis forming network of sin. It’s comfy. Being static and habitual, ultimately one would want to learn many skills and excel at these skills instead of picking as many hobbies as fraud maniac, but I myself think who reads my rambling? Do human beings only tender to what is in their benefit? Do they understand what these cretins want too?
continuation 2
The problem also is that...
I am thinking maybe I should do azur lane and for practice purposes do sennen but for the plot, what will you write in fantasy at all?...
its so boring.
Here's a giant monster.
they killed him.... wow.
crazy!
Thing about erotica is that the only good i can like make that would be interesting is the characters in the plot where they change or transform their expressions, their opinions, their form physical and their morality, their preferences, the place where events work on the characters, the small flavors mean nothing compared to drastic significant spice that required for characters to undergo. Especially, in stories with one male character getting harem, writing is limited because some aspects will never be changed. Instead, I was thinking of humor witty type of writing, but even I understand sex scenes in general are really boring but can be drawn prettily. That said if expressions or emotions are the same and static. Then what is left there?
Wiring that huge essay didnt make me less horny sadly.
Why NOT
siiigh some things are beyond our control
sennen aigis will never add big boob--
AH!
so even these guys have finally realized the change in industry
long ago normal romances were satisfying, nowadays the age of big boobs became ever since 2000s... maybe we are spoiled milf generation.
I was thinking of writing and you might already know, azur lane doujin, but i want it to have stakes. I was thinking about erotic aspects, and I found difficulty with the end goal so to speak. I had many ideas for erotic story, first I was thinking of a story of 3 different alpha protagonists of different paths fighting for the final remaining flame kind of like a holy grail type thing, battle royale of 3 harems.
I liked writing it, as I thought it would be cool to associate Logi (flame in nordic ancient language) and Loki (mischief character), I've always wanted to write Loki. He would be antihero who would stop the main villain Chad with giant harem from winning the war. I thought it'd be fun, 3 male heroes one of them your average simp emiya tier, another middle ground alpha chad and the other is pure evil chad. I thought it'd be interesting to write harem about it while also making story a bit deeper, but it wouldn't let me explore things and I hate the whole "came and conquered" shpicks erotica. However, due to piracy and growing up, a lot of light novels were killed for the bad? for the good??? in my opinion for the bad. So, the erotic business went underground, all the way to mobila gacha: now businesses of porno and simple "light erotic gacha" is doubled and halved simutaniously, because you have lots of money and yet also doujins which are not really legal from technical point. Btw, I like hazelnut, well i am bear I am ok with eating things up.
B-b-back to the point, gachas became popular offering variety of characters, but Azur Lane really pushed big bazonkas, but not exactly first game, other developers and erotic novels pushed it, especially Fate that introduced Passionlip in old psp game of Fate/Extra. It was so unbelievable how shameless they were and larped like nothing was different. But whether or not their intention for that character design were pure, I will not argue with you. Ever since then, big bood media has been showing slowly in erotic industry, and by that we got Last Origin, a gacha novel that really embraced the concept of large chest. The story however, and trust me I don't recommend anyone ever laying eyes upon it, is really boring. I was not inspiring and sad, so azur lane was my greatest pick that allowed me some freedom to write. I picked it and yes, I will!
Azur Lane quickly caught up to that, so I don't complain about big busts in their game, however that said big breasts aren't quite popular because the artist who drew this is quite famous for big breasts but in reality they're not popular that much in videogames. I cannot think of person with big breasts like these living healtily, yet alone someone who has big breats by social standards, which is in reality any visible breasts according to normie horny men.
But I am not one of them. I do WANT big boobs, they have to be big and the shape and the gravity all that are aspects of aesthetic in art that dont have anything to do with sexual gratification although clothed pushed breasts sadistically are awesome In my humble...
Anyway, as I've been watching at different gacha characters I stick with azur lane for my doujin, that said i like sennou aigis and of course flower knight girls or any other stories, as long as I can write characters in meaningful way that isn't extremely too boring. Unfortuinately, fantasy was never my apertuar and I hate Lord of the RINGS REALLY LOT. stay tuned if I ever think of it because i always dreamed of harem story where guy takes everyone but.... from plot it is... boring! sooo boring.. even if you add male rivalry... hell it makes me feel the only way to rescue plot is by making male rivarly. But that is gonna be a soap drama of low quality, not some cool fantasy story people would like to read about. Still, I have to say Final fantasy Lost stories also intrigue me, the idea of fantasy isekai that does not fucking suck is something I won't believe probably ever.
That said I kind of regret spending so many years on isekai smut that sucks fucking ASS, man...
I decided to use tumblr to share my art from now on instead of meaningless blogging, nobody reads it. I thought of sites like pixiv and other but I hate their design, overall english-speaking or neutral community like tumblr seems to be good enough.
Social media took too much of my lifespan and I despise the feed system this place uses. But without the feed, it is similar to having a blogspot or wordpress personal website. I will most likely pick really weird tags, I’m studying.
Random strangers keep wishing me birthday. I dont know how I feel about it.
I was thinking that it doesnt matter. There are people who are used and I was thinking nobody cares anyway. It is more about being seen by others in that way than it is about wishing something to the other, the later is more of mental illness when mentioned.
I feel tired. I don’t think I will play any more touhou any time soon. I call it Phase 1. Like mcu movies. I’ve finished playing the “phase 1” and I shall upload the videos.
But I feel so tired just now… that boss was hard… The idea that there is harder version of that boss fight depresses me further. I bet it is just one, no, its probably hard as hell. i remember playing Solgryn boss, the thing you don’t get people is that the longer the boss is the harder it is to master the patterns and memorize the latest one. I was very bad at simon says, memory wise I am lazy hikkimori so sorry.
That said, one guy reallt sent me a very long happy birthday letter. I don’t understand, you people.
I feel so exhausted for today. Hungry and thirsty, not very good. I was trying to lose fat but its difficult to do that healthily without muscle and everything else. After finishing or reading higurashi I dont know I must make a rule not to deal with the tranime genre much more. It just makes me brainwashed so I think I pass out on umineko or any other bullshit if that is how theyre gonna end them.
It begins strong as horror but devolves to home alone happy comedy 1.5 hour skit sweet shittily didactically scripted. Indeed if author writes stories like these, I don’t think I can handle much shit including Satoko becoming evil, its like a fucking cartoon. I mean it is no longer mature whatsoever, it kind of fucking annoys me how japanese anime become such mix of mature elements written by a complete toddler.
Idk what to say except I am too old now.
Mutts shall win. That's one way.
