Cleaning Gets Easier When You Remember It's A Thing You're Doing To Make Your Life Less Miserable, And

I think people would armchair diagnose bad people with cluster B disorders much less if psychiatric disorders hadn't all been given names by ableists who of course picked the traits most unberarable to "sane" people to name them rather than, you know, the ways it affects the people that have them. It's like, when doctors are all "this disorder gives you extremely low self esteem. and it's called the Selfish Fucking Asshole Disorder" or "this disorder makes you want to die so bad. and it's called the Hysteric Bitch Disorder" or "this disorder disconnects you from your peers. and it's called the Insane Evil Cunt Disorder" and so on and so forth, so of course you have people going "oh, this person is a selfish fucking asshole, they MUST have Selfish Fucking Asshole Disorder! this further proves that all people with this disorder are like that in the first place!" Do You See It

"cool character I guess..." I mutter, walking away with a suspiciously character shaped lump in my throat

"Friends dont look at friends that way" COWARD. I look at my friends with awe in my eyes, my chest is filled with love, im glowing because i get to be near my friends. I look at my friends and i would give them my everything. SO SKILL ISSUE, look at your friends with all the love that you have

ATTENTION there are hummingbird species called pufflegs and they are all wearing very silly pants and that’s their defining trait

i mean this as a genuine compliment but people making their lamb designs unbelievably cunty is so funny and good to me. theyve gotta serve the one who waits but yknow what else theyve gotta serve? CUNT.

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I just went downstairs and within not even 5 seconds of existing near my parents, they made it 10× worse.

Kill me now.

Vent

TW: Suicidal thoughts, Self harm, Skin peeling.

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Do you ever feel like you wanna peel off all of your skin, cut yourself into pieces and die but you're to scared of the unknown to do it and you can't talk to anyone because you're not the same depressed person that you actually are around your friends and your parents are shitty fucking Jehovah's Witnesses which means you can't tell them about half of the things that happen in your life so you just cry and ignore when people try to interact with you but you feel like the worst person in the world since there are other people going through worse?

Tomorrow's my birthday and I won't get shit so that makes it even worse.

Thanks for reading about my stupid problems.