Finally Got Around To Finishing This Mag101 Comic I Sketched Out A Few Months Ago!!transcript:

god complex by violent vira btw

GOD I COULD TRY TO BE THE ONE TO BE THE ONE ILL TEAR DOWN THE SKY!!!!!

when ethel cain said, “i’m not scared of god, i’m scared he was gone all along,” and, “god loves you, but not enough to save you, so baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself,” and, “we’ve been cursed since the start, jesus didn’t want us,” and, “i’d hold the gun if you asked me to, but if you love me like you say you do would you ask me to?” and, “where you told me even if we died tonight that i'd die yours, so i died there under you, every night, all night,” and “do you just want my blood? am i just that damn hard to love?” and, “i tried to be good, am i no good?” and, “i just wanted to be yours, can i be yours?” and, “i feel so alone out here,” and, “i can’t let go when something’s broken, it’s all i know, and it’s all i want to know.”

Electra drives me insane she's really like. This family tree is rotten and so I am rotten but the rot will end with me. And yes the father that lives in my memory is a fantasy and a stranger to the man that really lived but he's dead and every memory of the dead is a fantasy. And yes my father did horrible things but he did those things because he had to, I have to believe he did them because he had to. And maybe if he had lived, he would have loved me and I am so starved of love that I will beg for it from the graves of dead men. Yes this woman gave birth to me and shaped me into the wretched form I am today. No she is not my mother. Yes I hate her. No I can't remember a time when she didn't hate me. Yes I am desperate for her to love me. No I would rather die than do something to earn her love. No I am nothing like her. Yes I look into the mirror and see my mother, and I hate her, so I hate me. Yes I believe my brother remembers and loves me and will come and save me. No I don't know what he looks like or if he's still alive. Yes I love my brother unconditionally. No I don't really know my brother. Yes I know my brother intrinsically because he is the other half of my soul. No I don't believe he's coming. Yes I love him anyway because I am destined to love men who leave me behind in this house. This house that has been built on the bones of my murdered family, killed by my family, and their blood has poisoned the roots. Yes this house is my home. Yes this house hates me, and what does it mean when your home is also your prison? Yes I want to leave this house. No I will never leave this house. Yes this house has always been haunted. I am the thing that is haunting this house.

thoughts I'd like you to consider. I'm sure you'll have something to add and expand on this as always hella would love that

YOU NEIL PERRIED RIN????? STOP IT. LOG OFF

why did you let me watch that.

did you finish the touya episode hella

one thing about me is that i will lose my mind about the personification of the house

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAKJFSHJKAHFAIUHGAKJSFHAKJFHAJLAHGAKLSH

RNSJSKSKAKADNDNSKSNANSNDAMAKN

you think you’re fine then ethel cain comes in with the line “i tried to be good, am i no good? am i no good? am i no good?” and suddenly you’re very very not fine and laying there like this

"I tried to be good, am I no good? am I no good? am I no good? with my memory restricted to a polaroid in evidence, I just wanted to be yours, can I be yours? can I be yours? just tell me I'm yours. if I'm turning in your stomach and I'm making you feel sick"

happy touya saturday