Witch-of-aiaia - Your Sweet Divine

happy touya saturday

"I tried to be good, am I no good? am I no good? am I no good? with my memory restricted to a polaroid in evidence, I just wanted to be yours, can I be yours? can I be yours? just tell me I'm yours. if I'm turning in your stomach and I'm making you feel sick"

what do you think it means that fabiana aziza cunningham doesn’t believe in god but desperately wants to? (AND she’s defending judas)

oh the last days of judas iscariot we’re really in it now…..

2 Headed Calf ✨️

deer freak me out so im always going to draw them a bit fucked

I know I can’t shut up about this painting today so I drew it. ivan the terrible and his son ivan as kiva & rin and I’ve already explained why they’re so RAKAJHAHHAHAHAH

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

jcs is so good to me bc like. it isnt about the religion actually. its purely the events leading to crucifixion and the crucifixion itself. jesus hasnt been shown doing any miracles, he doesnt hear the voice of god, he dies all the same at the end and we dont see him resurrected. the story isnt about jesus as a martyr its about stardom and placing people on a pedestal so far away that it topples over and nobody knows how you got here or how to stop it and it doesnt matter if youre a normal man or the son of god you will get eaten up all the same.

when ethel cain said, “i’m not scared of god, i’m scared he was gone all along,” and, “god loves you, but not enough to save you, so baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself,” and, “we’ve been cursed since the start, jesus didn’t want us,” and, “i’d hold the gun if you asked me to, but if you love me like you say you do would you ask me to?” and, “where you told me even if we died tonight that i'd die yours, so i died there under you, every night, all night,” and “do you just want my blood? am i just that damn hard to love?” and, “i tried to be good, am i no good?” and, “i just wanted to be yours, can i be yours?” and, “i feel so alone out here,” and, “i can’t let go when something’s broken, it’s all i know, and it’s all i want to know.”

listen to maggot by dazey and the scouts NOW (sending u and rori the same ask bc i need my love as consumption insane people on board. we r holding hands talking about the most morbid lyrics we can find). this song got recced to me by an anon MONTHS ago and it’s been one of my fave songs ever since just bc it FUCKS like all capitals FUCKS it’s got so much personality but today im ashamed to admit i only for the first time actually listened to the lyrics and????? hello???? what if im just a cardiac arresting sweetheart, a half run over cat left in the street, and you’re the maggot craving rotten flesh left outside in the heat? ABSOLUTELY INSANE LYRIC HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THAT

historically taking recommendations from you has not gone brilliantly. for example watching mha. however—

@tbos-main

i'm sorry but betrayal remains THE sexiest theme in fiction. she's just that girl!