i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way
The real challenge tomorrow is gonna be baking the chocolate cake for my boyfriend’s birthday without caving and eating anything 😬
I love it when I can see my collar bones properly…
(Picture found on Pinterest)
I genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna survive this next week while he’s off before he starts his new job on the 24th 😫 can’t fast until then & can’t really restrict much either… I hate this… ugh
Managed 12,135 steps today! Haven’t exactly had a great day calorie-wise since we ate out for lunch (again 😫), but at least I’ve done a decent amount of exercise to burn at least a little bit of that food..
Height: 5’10” ~ 178cm
HW/SW: 247lbs ~ 112kg
CW: 222lbs ~ 100kg
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199 198 197 196 195
194 193 192 191 190
❌GW1: 190lbs ~ 86kg❌
189 188 187 186 185
184 183 182 181 180
❌GW2: 180lbs ~ 81kg❌
179 178 177 176 175
174 173 172 171 170
❌GW3: 170lbs ~ 77kg❌
169 168 167 166 165
164 163 162 161 160
❌GW4: 160lbs ~ 72kg❌
…to be continued…
(179lbs is highlighted because that’s the lowest weight I’ve ever achieved since actively trying to lose weight… so yeah)
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The one and only thing I really hate about living with my boyfriend is that I can’t just not eat when he’s around 😫 I’ve done so well all day today but when he gets home from work I’m gonna have to eat something for dinner… I guess I’ll just try and pick something low in calories and pray I still lose