This is so real.
I litterally can't go a second without thinking about drawing or homestuck😭
Like I don't think I could live without either of them and the idea of me in any job outside of selling art in the future genuinely upsets me. If someone insults homestuc or art (either mine or made by someone else) I get so upset like as if they insulted me PERSONALLY, like they were saying IM bad/awful and not just the media. It's so weird😭😭
I think that special interests are actually a disabling part of autism
I'm tired of people (allistic and autistic) saying that it's bad that special interests are 'pathologised' because passions are good. This is because that comes from a fundamental misunderstanding of what a special interest is. Special interests are not just things you like a lot, they are 'highly fixated interests abnormal in intensity or focus'. For me (and pretty much everyone with autism I've asked about it), this means that special interests are basically your whole life. For me, my special interest is ASD. I think about autism all the time. It's the only thing I find interesting, and every thought I have can be linked to autism in some way. This is pretty disabling to me because it makes it way harder to talk about and do stuff that isn't related to my special interest.
It makes making friends really hard because, on top of my social challenges, I also don't know how to talk about anything other than my special interest, and I will bring the conversation back to my special interest if I feel comfortable around someone, and just not talk to someone if I don't feel comfortable around them. It also makes doing the things I need to do in life (such as doing work for uni, taking care of myself, cleaning my living space, etc) so much harder because my brain doesn't think it's interesting in the slightest and therefore I have absolutely no motivation to do them.
Maybe my special interests are more extreme than other people's. I wasn't diagnosed with a level, I just got a diagnosis of ASD, but I'm probably on the higher end of level 1, possibly on the lower end of level 2 but I can't really figure that out for myself. However, the ASD diagnostic criteria in both the ICD-11 and DSM-V state that your traits of autism must be causing 'clinically significant impairment' (i.e. they must be disabling) for you to qualify for an ASD diagnosis.
Makara bros are just foolish
Okay sorry this is from several months ago and I've decided I hate this.
How I view myself as a prince of light and the classpect as a whole:
I really just try to understand everything I possibly can and 7/10 times I get it wrong. Sometimes on purpose just cause i hate people understanding things better than me. I'd like to think I'm good at most things but I'm probably just okay at a lot of things. I have a habit of thinking I'm better than most people because of this. Sigh. Anyways I'm gonna decide THIS post is awful in a few months and try again.
Im redoing the post thingy about MY classpect so heres prince of stagnancy and also a bit about my normal classpect (you can skip this if you want cause this is me specific and ill be speaking about my experience as a prince.)
--- princes destroy an aspect through an aspect or by destroying an aspect---
okay so sorry it's been a hot second since ive really posted on here. im exhausted so we're doing a personal post!!! even though I doubt yall are too interested in it.
so if were going by the combined classpecting, Id say i destroy light through destroying void. (basically its like confusing people via giving them too much info ig???)
I often catch myself kinda ruining my future. or like I cant really imagine myself having a real future. (Light sometimes has to do with destiny.)
uhm I cant really stand being focused on, but I also cant really imagine not having any form of attention on me.
funny thing, in the classpect brochure thing, they use Bojack Horseman as an example of the prospit prince of light (thats what I am) which I find a bit funny, but yeah. It's kinda accurate. I basically do anything for some kinda attention ,just to do a bunch of things that only get people to not really like me, or make fun of me. I dont usually think things through, and when I do what may be better for me, it doesnt take very long for me to give that up to make myself feel better.
I often wear things that draw attention towards me, like my fox ears, and my tail, mini skirts, thigh highs, all that stuff. but i feel trapped when I do get the attention it makes me uncomfortable. I'll cut myself for attention, but get stressed out when my friends or family point it out.
As for my prospitian stuff, I have an idea of when I view as good. I dont know exactly if I fit that critearia, and what I view as good may not even be what's really good. I think im doing something right.
powers uh. honestly just the obvious, stealing someones luck, litteral use of light or maybe temporarilly blinding someone, and
my land would be somehting like LOMAI (land of mirrors and ink) i think. for other princes of light, id think something that makes you come face to face with youre aspect, or something where you think it's not there, but it constantly comes back and haunts you.
Strife specibus might be something that requires close combat. i think something sharp, like maybe a exacto knife or a box cutter lmao. maybe something stolen or "borrowed"
My partner made a terrible comment about Minecraft's bundles that I think tumblr would appreciate.
So, you know how you need to remove all the items in the order they appear in up until you reach the one you actually want, right? Which- Gets super messy and ends up with 300 inventory items dropped on the ground while you're digging in your bag to get that goddamn pot.
Well. Uh. They noted, with their very limited knowledge on it, that uh...
they literally reinvented homestuck's terrible captchalogue's systems, huh
I mean I wont post here every day, but will def be posting more often
yooo okay so im actally in the discord server already :3 (not active though cause i suck at communicating)
the post was mostly explaining it in a way I understood cause for the most part the duality stuff was kinda bleh and I was mostly trying to make a way to explain classes that was stupid and overcomplicated
i do make classpecting posts but im mostly guessing based off of what I know from homestuck characters, and other classpecting posts :3
(alsoo thanks for explaining duality stuff and major ones in a simple wayy :3)
cool so I've been thinking about the ties between space, time, void, and light. (there's a cut but this might not actually be that long)
coolll so ive been thinking "lmao, why do I kinda associate these with each other?" and uhm uh
sooo obv there's the ones across from each other. duality or some shit. cringe. this is mostly me explaining to myself why time and space are associated with each other via talking about light and void.
light/void is about the ability to understand stuff
space/time is what you can and can't touch/affect.
cool okay sooo space is about what you can change. what you can touch. void is about what's NOT there. time is what you cant change. light is about what's there.
(words: can change/space (left) cant change/timw (right) not there/void(bttom) is there/light(top))
idk how id add it to the image, but there would be another thing that would be breath (detail oriented, individual ppl) and blood (bigger picture, groups of ppl)
uhhh so stuff like mind would be what's there, that you cant change (light+time (+breath)) while heart is what's there that you can change (void+space (+breath)) if that makes sense???
Hope is like stuff that isn't there that you can change (void+space (+blood)) rage would be what's there that you cant change (light+time (+blood))
i think you get it (or maybe you don't, i dunno if i fucked up some where while writing this)
life (space+light (+breath)) and doom (time+void (breath)) blah blah blah, yeahh
figured out how to add blood / breath. close to the inside is small details (breath). outside is big picture (blood)
thats it. thats the theory. /silly
1.) Homestuc classpecging
2.)giant anteaters
3.)nuclear radiation(might not be super accurate w/o my notes but I can still talk about them allot.)
4.)cats (especially ragdolls. I love ragdoll cats, here's a picture of my cat his name is kitkat, hes a ragdoll)
5.) Disorders/disabilities (Mostly cluster b and autism because theyre the most interesting to me.)
I saw this meme going around on twitter and I think it'll be perfect for this account.
List 5 topics you can talk on for an hour without preparing any material.
sugar pussy make it a yeast infection, slurring speech call it a beast inflection, my penis hard im having dick erections, shadow gov I steal elections
Dude I hope a good majority or a lot of queer, alternative, cosplayers, fandoms, “weird” and “cringe” people all move here when tiktok gets banned because it would be so nice if tumblr was cool again 😭😭
Dude.
I'm trying to be nice to people who have different experiences than what ive been through. Chill the fuck out and stop @ ing me please.
I wasn't debunking anything. I was just saying june wasn't groomed. I honestly only give a shit about homestuck.
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really just said "anon im so sorry for your experience" and then dedicated the rest of the reblog to "debunking" pretty much the entirety of anon's rant because they said "try"
most wholesome and open minded person on tumblr, everyone
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He/They + Cat pronouns:3 prince of stagnancy (prince of void + prince of light) Entp-A 7w8
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