I am trans not because I feel extreme dysphoria as a girl, but I feel extreme euphoria as a boy. The first time I went out in public presenting masculine, and had people refer to me as a boy, filled me with such giddy joy that I can't properly describe. It felt right, it felt like I'd found the missing piece of my life, and that's honestly incredible
A bunch of Build a Bears I've drawn recently!!
Commissions are open on a discount if anyone wants me to draw theirs ^-^
MARIO DOOBLES!!!
I was making up a sequel in my head about Luigi being the hero, but it ended up being all about Daisy instead. And I'm okay with that!
(Ex-)questioning culture is using self-insert rpgs to explore gender, getting used to your transname being standard fare for games, and then going "aw fuck now I need a new character name" upon realizing you're cis, bc now your transname has started to feel like a deadname (/neu)
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#tlbht - Theo Liveblogs (LB) Her Transition; exactly what it says on the tin: basically just journaling about my transition
#tlbhst - Theo Liveblogs (LB) Her Social Transition; the specifically-social-transition subset of #tlbht
My relationship with mirrors has been a real rollercoaster over the past year and half or so. Don’t get me wrong, I can still absolutely rip my reflection to metaphorical shreds on a bad day. But more often I find myself passing by the mirror and liking what I see more than I ever have before.
We’re in a better place now, me and reflective surfaces.
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I wake up with a start and stumble out of bed
Making my way to the bathroom, I hit my hip on the side of the doorway
My heart pounds, pushing the estrogen through my veins
I look in the mirror and see a tired girl with messy curls past her shoulders
Everything is as it should be
I forget what I dreamt about, and brush my teeth