I Try To Open Up To You

I try to open up to you

About the inner of my heart

My shameful thoughts

But your reactions 

Sound like a brutal judgement

I collapse into myself

Feel belittled and small

When all I wished for

Was love.

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3 weeks ago

Blinded By Shadows 🌑⚡🌕

If one looks into the light

And instinctively turns away

In fear, with aching eyes,

It might have been 

That one has stood 

In the darkness

For a long time


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3 days ago

Kaltes Licht

Stimmen, die zu dir sprechen

Stimmen, die über dich sprechen

Doch wer spricht mit dir

und wer hört dein Schweigen?

Wer liest deine Sätze,

und wer zwischen den Zeilen?

Künstliche Lichtstrahlen

- Zittern in beleuchteter Dunkelheit


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9 months ago

Nachts auf der Straße

Fühl mich lost

Bin allein

Ampellicht rot-grün

Und der Mond

Ist am scheinen

Schatten wandern

Tauchen auf und 

Verschwinden wieder

Aus dem schwarzen

Ozean und

Der Himmel dunkellila


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2 years ago

Ripped into a thousand pieces

Left with a hopeless mess

Spend all my blood on the way

To find a place to rest

And I swear I'm trying my best

But it drags me down

Again till nothing's left

Nothing's left to be found


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2 years ago

Chased by nightmares

While awake and in my sleep

Your words and embrace

Are the salvation that I seek

You've seen this hellscape

You've too had these dreams

If I would ask you

Would you get through with me?


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3 weeks ago

Sanctuary 🌳🌌✨

Azure blue waters

- crystal clear

and ripple-free,

a safe spot

in the shadows

of an old oak tree

with my owl friend

sitting high up

in the crown

If you want to,

you can come

and join us here


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6 years ago

Soul Drought

Precious urge of self destruction

Take my mind, give me relief

Fill the dried out lake with something

And let me fall again in grief


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1 year ago

Reden

Du redest.

Ich schweige.

Schreien

Du schreist.

Ich weine.

Leiden

Du leidest.

Ich leide.

Gehen

Du gehst.

Ich bleibe.


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2 years ago

Haunted by you

All the paths I take

Lead back there

As if you'd be a place

Where parts of my

Rotten heart rests

And I try to set

It on fire

Burn it down

To the ground

But the wasted

Parts are everything

Thats left in the end


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1 month ago

I'm floating in

Your warm embrace

Dissolving in

Your loving gaze

I'm losing my sense

of time and space

As long as I remember

You were there

- For eternities


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