I try to open up to you
About the inner of my heart
My shameful thoughts
But your reactions
Sound like a brutal judgement
I collapse into myself
Feel belittled and small
When all I wished for
Was love.
If one looks into the light
And instinctively turns away
In fear, with aching eyes,
It might have been
That one has stood
In the darkness
For a long time
Stimmen, die zu dir sprechen
Stimmen, die über dich sprechen
Doch wer spricht mit dir
und wer hört dein Schweigen?
Wer liest deine Sätze,
und wer zwischen den Zeilen?
Künstliche Lichtstrahlen
- Zittern in beleuchteter Dunkelheit
Nachts auf der Straße
Fühl mich lost
Bin allein
Ampellicht rot-grün
Und der Mond
Ist am scheinen
Schatten wandern
Tauchen auf und
Verschwinden wieder
Aus dem schwarzen
Ozean und
Der Himmel dunkellila
Ripped into a thousand pieces
Left with a hopeless mess
Spend all my blood on the way
To find a place to rest
And I swear I'm trying my best
But it drags me down
Again till nothing's left
Nothing's left to be found
Chased by nightmares
While awake and in my sleep
Your words and embrace
Are the salvation that I seek
You've seen this hellscape
You've too had these dreams
If I would ask you
Would you get through with me?
Azure blue waters
- crystal clear
and ripple-free,
a safe spot
in the shadows
of an old oak tree
with my owl friend
sitting high up
in the crown
If you want to,
you can come
and join us here
Reden
Du redest.
Ich schweige.
Schreien
Du schreist.
Ich weine.
Leiden
Du leidest.
Ich leide.
Gehen
Du gehst.
Ich bleibe.
Haunted by you
All the paths I take
Lead back there
As if you'd be a place
Where parts of my
Rotten heart rests
And I try to set
It on fire
Burn it down
To the ground
But the wasted
Parts are everything
Thats left in the end
I'm floating in
Your warm embrace
Dissolving in
Your loving gaze
I'm losing my sense
of time and space
As long as I remember
You were there
- For eternities