At This Point

If you don't like the effect then don't watch it.

I read a lot of hatred on the show from people who definitely did not look for information on the story beforhand, and it shows.

The effect has never pretended to be a cute love story because it is not. From the very first episode, you can clearly see and feel that while Keng is definitely interested in Shin, the latter doesn't feel anything but respect toward his P'. Maybe the music is sometimes misleading, that's actually how I felt in the few situations where Shin and Keng were close to each other, but the main objects from this lakorn / novel are the somewhat "domino effects" harrassment can have. Rape can be one.

I found the second episode even better than the first. James prapatthorn is an amazing actor, and not once can we be deceived: No, Shin does clearly NOT love Keng, never has and would have maybe if Man did not start spreading photos and rumors about him and Keng, but we would never know. Now from the begining of the ep to the end we got Keng's point of you.That dude, god knows how much he deserves to be happy. And here again, the actor portrayed him perfectly. In a matter of fact, you can sense the tension bulding, the pressure accumulating. When Shin gets into the classroom and leaves him on his own, the camera zooms in on his clenching fist and that's when you know that he reached the point of no return. You get that Keng, even if he is surrounded by many, does not really have true friends. Plus his parents are terrible. I believe that he truely loves Shin with all his heart, and yet, what he does to Shin, blinded by anger and extreme sadness due to unrequited love, is the most terrible thing that could ever happen. The last scene is near unbearable, and that's how it's supposed to be. Rape is a nightmare that haunts you for life. (Must admit that I cried, AND YET I like this scene a lot because that's how it's supposed to be: horrible and NOT romanticised!!)

I'm eager to see the third episode. It's going to be a real challenge for both actors. And if you can't watch the show because it triggers you, then do not. Indeed, if they follow the storyline (which it looks like it), it will get darker. (No more rape, but PTSD, suicidal thoughts... stuff like that).

Before watching a show the scenario of which stems from a novel, try to look for some basic information on it. Some are lovely and cute stories and others are just very dark. Be careful.

(Also shout out to the support roles, Yacht Surat is yet again the friend everyone wants to have, Pramote is a sweetheart and I felt you, Man, you a b**** but I can relate [unrequited love, jealousy] and that talk on how Keng should accept the fact that he loves men regardless of what his parents think is 👍)

Just.... my heart is badly broken... daaaamn :/

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I am so glad to see that I am not the only one seeing what Bang Sihyuk's HYBE is currently doing to the K-Pop music industry.

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Last time I woke up at 4am to a member leaving their group to protect the group’s reputation, it was Wonho.

It’s now 6am and despite me trying to go back to sleep, I couldn’t because I’m just so angry at the situation.

RBW confirmed that they figured out that “evidence” against Ravn was fabricated and edited with malicious intent. Meaning they probably have their own evidence regarding the photos/videos being altered and the audio being spliced. Everything that To Moons have been figuring out for the last two weeks.

But here we fucking are again with an innocent man being forced to give up everything he worked for. Because of the most disgusting behavior from people on the internet and the anti that started it all.

I see so many people say “believe the victim first” and I’m gonna tell you why that’s bullshit.

Yes. First instinct is to believe a victim. Because we should. Victims deserve to be heard and obtain Justice for the crimes committed against them.

But there’s a big fucking difference between “victim” and “accuser”

This anonymous person on twitter waits until the peak of ONEUS’ career, earning awards and gaining recognition and popularity, to whistle blow a story with so many flaws and instances that make little to no sense.

And they got exactly what they wanted.

They are an accuser. These are the types of people that make it difficult for people like me to believe real victim stories in the first place.

The real victim is Ravn. You believed an accuser over the victim. With your “kick Ravn out” and “OT5 only” nonsense.

The worst part of all situations like this is that so many people against the accused say the most disgusting things I’ve ever seen. They’re no fucking better than the antis. They’re fake fans.

Real To Moons have stayed neutral. We waited for something. We got something today and it’s devastating.

RBW basically said “he’s innocent but he chose to leave the group.”

So now we get to go on supporting our boys knowing that one of them was another victim to the disgusting and foul behavior of the kpop fanbase.

The industry is not the only problem in this community. Yes, most companies are trash and treat their artists terribly. But the fanbase is at the core of the problem right fucking next to them.

You stand with the victim first always and say the cruelest things about the idol? You’re just as anti as the people who make this shit up in the first place. Not just in this situation, but to every other it has and will happen to. You created the victim.

Instead of putting yourself in his shoes, imagining yourself as the accused, you demonized him. Just think, if someone pointed the finger at you, told the world that you did something so barbaric to them. But you knew it was a lie, you were innocent, but no one believed you because they “believed the victim first.” Bet you’d feel like shit, wouldn’t you? But according to the internet, “too fucking bad.”

I hope Ravn gets justice. I hope RBW sues and brings everything to light in court. And I hope Ravn can come back to us in the future as a solo artist or something because he deserves to keep at his dreams.

Keep supporting ONEUS, my fellow To Moons.

This blog is OT6.

And if I’m wrong and it comes out down the line that Ravn is guilty of something, then so be it. I’ll admit it if it comes to that.

But until then, I stand by what I said and if you don’t like it or wanna call me an “SA supporter” like so many of you do to people who are neutral/support Ravn, then whoopdie freaking doo. You don’t have to sit here on my blog. I’m sure there are other OT5 blogs you can go talk shit with.

I'm a simple lady

I just want GMMtv to make a steamy bl drama starring Frank and Drake again

Or

Even better, starring Nanon and Chimon, and Pluem too, like, a threesome...

Décadence

Stray Kids' Felix asks me on a date and here's my reaction:

Well... 🙃

WHO ASKS YOU ON A DATE?? AND WHAT IS YOUR REACTION??

My uninteresting life

Ok so. No one seems to take my SOS seriously, and I'm sending them not because I want attention, but because I know. I know that some people care about me. And I don't want to bother them with my problems, but at the same time, I feel like if I don't try to reach them for help, I might just do something I might regret. Or not if I do it correctly haha but knowing how clumsy I am, I might just fail at dying too.

Anywaaay. So. Story Time. I got lost in Vietnam, Gone Wrong.

Sorry

I started to battle against depression 10 years ago. I had never been a happy child, my parents were strict and my classmates liked to bully me because I had awesome grades back then. But the real reason is... that there was no reason. I always felt like nobody could love me, as in seriously, and still do. When someone shows affection to me, I cannot not think that they just pretend to like me, and when someone seems to have deeper feelings for me, I can't believe it. When someone says that they find me "beautiful", I can't say thank you. Because I don't think I am. And instead, I reply by playfully asking them if they are blind. Say ut with a bright smile and no one will question it.

That's how I do for everything. Smile and people will be fooled. Say you're ok and smile and people won't try to look further. It works great.

Back to the story, I would say that this lack of confidence + the bullies pretending to like me just to then say that I am too ugly for them + My first love story (ouaahaa ouaahaa yeaaah) being the most chaotic thing e v e r triggered what was always here with me, in a sense.

And now, today. It is getting worse. Since I started university actually. It had had reach some kind of sleepy mode when in high school, but then, I started to live alone, In uni. Don't get me wrong, I like living alone. And the first year everything was alright, I could go to every and each of my classes and clean my studio, run errands and everything. But then, second year. I started to feel more and more tired for nothing. and by the end of the year, I couldn't clean my studio as often as I used to or run errands as often as I used to.

It got even worse in third year, during which I started to get panic crises. I learned to manage them pretty quickly, but still got one during one of my classes one day. Thank you, brain haha

And then. Master year. I had had suicidal thoughts before, but just brushed it off, as I knew it was not a solution.

Or at least that's what I thought.

Today, I am finishing my master, or at least hopefully. And I want to die. I think about it seriously and this time my brain doesn't have any warning signs for me. It ran out of ideas on how to cope with it. Today I am really far from home and from my family and friends. I befriended some people here, but I'm just another one in their long list of acquaintances. I just want to die.

So if you read this and you have a solution, or tips on how to end my life correctly for a clumsy lady, then please, feel free to share it with me.

Thanks in advance,

That fake smiling girl who just wants to die.

Too bad Disneyland Paris didn't get its independance yet 😔

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